Evaluating my life right now, and letting go of the thing I held on for almost 2 years. For whats worth. What are the important things to weigh? Family, Health especially for my husband, Children's Education, Money In my state of life right now, I cannot sustain family, health and children's education. Money is okey because of the work I am enduring now to get that. Am I happy? I am not. Why am I not happy? 1. Its too tiring, too demanding 2. This work consume all of me, and I have to still use myself for any other things that are very important in my life ie my husband and my kids well being 3. I am not happy as this is exactly not a kind of doctor I wanted to be. I realised that I survived this for this long because of the people along the journey. And the people slowly fading away, and it has taken a toll on me now. How am I going to survive for myself and for others if major of my life gives me headache? And something struck my head real hard, this a