Past Tense

Am seriously in need to talk to someone. Talk mean, talk. As in talk talk. Macam mother-daughter punye conversation. Wuuu. Missing my parents so much. Rasa cam nak borak laju laju, lama lama n lama lamaaaaaaaaaaa ngan mama. Maybe perlu buat temujanji dengan kaunselor. Aaaaa.  Atau mungkin aku boleh pegi jenguk makcik matchmaker tu. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Utara - Selatan Hwy,,Malaysia

Not giving up. Am just tired. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Jalan Bukit Tinggi,Masjid Tanah,Malaysia

Exhauuussted. Dear self, please dont get sick. I slept for at least 12 hours yesterday. Maybe that was the side effect of the NSAID and beta blocker I took but still, dear self you need to get used to the exhaustion feelings and the workload. Jebal. How i wish i can go to spa or sauna and pamper myself. Really in need of full body massage. Sobs - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

"Atypical presentation and atypical symptoms in not so typical patient" "Look for the jagung, not the bulu" -quoted from datuk- "Ok I'm putting some pressure on you fatin, so you will think" "what are the investigations?" "more more more fatin!!" -quoted from Left. Kol. Dr. Ali- Learn fatin learn. Ps: thanks for d video epu. Aku baru dang tengok sampai habis arini. Haha. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Masjid Tanah,Malaysia

First week was hectic. Need to fit in the Terendak army style environment and most importantly kena bangun awal dari biasa cos need to be at hospital before ward round. Ward found tu lambat je sebenarnye but need to update patients' condition before di bahan oleh specialist. Sobs. But overall specialists kat sini sangat sporting. Superr cool. My very first week and very first patient for my 3 members team passed away already. It was depressing to be able to see the progression of dying process. Just ignore the depressing language. Agak terkilan jugak sebab tak de kat sebelah beliau waktu beliau menghembuskan nafas terakhir. Haih. Overall working at the hospital is like going to waterpark and do fun and interesting things, tried to solve and investigate everything walaupun diakui agak tiring. Tapi yang paling manis, aku dah makin appreciate things and people around me. Thats the best part. Bila dah kerja kat sini I realize things in TV do happen in real life. Heheh. Sounds ...

" So now I understand why they always wear crumple clothes. Me too will choose to eat and sleep, over a nice ironed attire. " - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

I need your prayers for my parents. Semoga mama babah fatin afifah azmi selamat pergi selamat pulang dan beroleh haji mabrur. Amiin. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad