Past Tense

Semalam waktu iftar aku pau air coconut shake Farah and Nina. Later did I noticed that the coconut shake contained soda. So that was how soda tasted like. I never had soda before. After a while I started to feel nauseated and my world seems to spin around. At first , I thought that something was wrong with the chocolate milk I drank beforehand cos the two of them who drank exactly the same thing were fine, perfectly fine but then when Nina said her mother and her brother would get the same reaction then I knew I am one of them. Agaknye macam tu ke rasa orang mabuk? On the way pergi masjid Putra my head was really killing me. Throbbing headache. With all the lights that irritated my eyes, hm. Dalam hati berdoa agar tak eksiden, tu je. Bacaan solat pon banyak tersasar. Patutlah Allah tak kasi orang mabuk bersolat. Tapi aku bukan mabuk arak, aku mabuk soda!  Balik rumah cuba tidur but epic fail. When I got this headache my hearing ability becomes very sharp. Slightest noise c...

Aku malu nak mengaku, tapi mengaku jelah. Aku sangat tersentuh tengok gambar ni. Korang bagaimana? A picture is worth a thousand words.  Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Yesterday was a long day for me, for us. We set off to main campus at about 7:15 am so that we wouldn't be trapped in the traffic jam but unlucky us, we did trap in traffic jam. -.- Tak sangka Putrajaya boleh jadi se meriah ini. Had a long but quite fun workshop with our beloved Prof Rashid on EBM still, and then we decided to stay at campus to study and do some group discussion which ended up reading about 20++ slides only. At least we tried. Otak penat, badan pon penat.  The best thing about yesterday was the Iftar and tarawikh with beloved friends at main campus. Allah. Rasa rindu dengan ukhwah zaman first year dulu menebal. Kalau dulu boleh dikatakan hari hari kitorang pergi iftar kat campus dengan bas, sanggup jalan kaki balik rumah after tarawikh kalau dah ketinggalan bas. That was us in first year. First year yang bersemangat, first year yang rajin, dan first year yang kental. Entah kenapa  kudrat semakin berkurang. Oh .... maybe age is the factor.  that...

This thing called macaroons, are very suuwweet. Diabetes patients are not allowed to come near them. NEVER. Actually aku tak tahu status halal makanan ni. But when I checked the ingredients nothing seems to be out of norms. No weird thingies needed to make them sweett creatures, no alcohol content cumanya, entah. Daripada ragu ragu berterusan yang akhirnya menimbulkan shubhah so molek lah kiranya di'homemade'kan sahaja. You can replace this thing with kuih raya I guess. Senang pon senang nak buat. Dan yang paling penting, comell dann maniissss. :D So this is how I made it lonngggg time ago. First thing first, you gotta make sure you have them. 175g gula icing 90g badam kisar 2 sudu besar serbuk koko 2 biji telur (amek yang putih je tau) 30g gula caster You can lessen the amount of sugar. Ni pon aku dah modify dari resepi asal. But still rasa cam makan gula. So kalau anda bukan penggemar makanan manis tapi teringin nak makan macaroons makanya silalah kurangk...

What can I do when my good isn't good enough? And all that I touch tumbles down. Sigh. Allah, grant me strength please. This ain't me. Source: google Wish that I am stronger and wiser. Really need a timeout. Hurr.  Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Stress ya Allah stress. Sesungguhnya, aku dan journals adalah bukan sahabat karib. MasyaAllah, journals ni memang merobek jiwa. Sobs. So untuk mengubat stress yang bermaharaja lela ni aku layan satu cerekarama bertajuk Perempuan Neraka. Mula mula macam scary je nak tengok cite ni malam malam, sorang sorang  tapi sebab stress punya pasal layankan saja. Dan sesungguhnya stress aku adalah bertambah sepanjang aku tengok cite ni. Aduhai perempuan. Kau ingat senang ke nak dapat suami? Bukan semua perempuan bernasib baik macam kau dapat seorang lelaki yang setia dan sayang kat kau macam tu, tau. Kenapalah kau buta sangat sobs. Hati perempuan tu sangat kontang. Sobs. Stress. If let say Allah ketemukan aku dengan perempuan macam ni in real world, nak je aku culik suami dia. Biar dia tahu macam mana nak hargai bila dah takde. Actually cite ni sedikit sebanyak mengajar aku erti menghargai. That is one of the moral values I think. Menghargai. Kena tahu menghargai. Hargai selagi masi...

We started our fourth year with registration. Of course. New sem means registration which also means college sedang mengepau duit students mahupun ibu bapa students. Payment should be done within a month katanya. Yes. Katanya. And this time around all of us gathered at main campus so we kind of managed to meet friends from different groups. Feels like years tak jumpa so bila dah berjumpa macam macam cerita terkeluar. Some stories were not so good to know, some were a must know and some were baik takpayah dengar atau nanti sakit jiwa. Hm. First week was tiring as this brain of mine couldn't tolerate numbers that much. And the first week inilah segala biostatistical thingies were needed in order for us to do the proposal for our research. First week jugaklah kena baca journals and search for the literature reviews and stuffs. Man, I really don't favour reading journals. Sobs.  Dah juling dah mata aku baca bendalah ni semua. Waktu waktu macam ni jugaklah bahan bacaan lain men...