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..It feels weird.

Perasaan pelik. Rasa happy but in the meantime rasa sedih waktu tengok gambar cousins aku yang berdua itu. We were so close when we were little girls tapi sekarang, masing masing dah ada hidup sendiri. Hala tuju sendiri. Semalam kak D kahwin. Gambar dah upload sikit kat facebook. Nak keluar air mata aku yang mentengok ni. Belum lagi mak long. Huish. Susah kan jadi mak? Jadi sila hargai ibu anda.

Dan tadi jugak, sempat mengusha gambar kak S bertunang. Rasa macam ada rama rama dalam perut. Rasa macam nak jerit wah cantiknya kuat kuat and rasa cam nak cakap eee jelesnya. Motif? Heheh.

So moral of the story is, semua dah besar panjang. Dah ada tanggungjawab masing masing. I hope everything about us won't change. How I wish adults don't have to create such barrier ya know. The barrier when they already have their own family and they seems to depart off from the big family. I hate that. Apa aku merepek ni?


Ok tu je, assalamualaikum
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  1. Shazana HanisJune 10, 2011 at 12:21 PM

    sila hargai ibu anda..suka statement itu ;)

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  2. aqilah ilhamJune 10, 2011 at 2:02 PM

    suka lagu kat page fatin!

    qlah :)

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  3. senyumSOYAJune 10, 2011 at 9:04 PM

    nak kawen kena sedai untuk pikul tanggungjawab..hehehe..

    jeles gak..hehehe(^^!

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  4. cik jannahJune 10, 2011 at 10:26 PM

    haha...kawen.best..hehe

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  5. nadiarosleJune 10, 2011 at 10:29 PM

    Teringin nak tunang.
    Tapi takde yang sudi masuk meminang. :p

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  6. Afifah AzmiJune 11, 2011 at 1:18 AM

    @Shazana Hanis

    hehe. cekgu sy slalu igtkan sy pasal tu ;)

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  7. Afifah AzmiJune 11, 2011 at 1:18 AM

    @aqilah ilham

    yekeee? hehe. mehla dgr lagu kt sini slalu :)

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  8. Afifah AzmiJune 11, 2011 at 1:19 AM

    @senyumSOYA

    betul3! tanggungjawab beraaaaaaat kot. huu :)

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  9. Afifah AzmiJune 11, 2011 at 1:19 AM

    @Cik Jannah

    best? that's what the rumors say. haha

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  10. Afifah AzmiJune 11, 2011 at 1:20 AM

    @nadia rosle

    insyaAllah bila smpai masanya tu, ada. jangan risau dear~ :)

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  11. miss_fzJune 11, 2011 at 7:30 PM

    Fatin bile lagi..? cepat2 lah..hoho :P

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  12. Afifah AzmiJune 11, 2011 at 7:59 PM

    @Farhawa Zamri

    awa, pro exam dulu la awa...! haha

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  13. Cik_ShiqahJune 17, 2011 at 2:53 PM

    Assalamualaikum :)

    pjm celik, semua dh bsr. saya pun tak sdr saya dh besar. haha :D

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  14. Afifah AzmiJune 18, 2011 at 1:09 AM

    @Cik_Shiqah

    wslm.. tulaa. skejap je. huhu

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