Story of the L♥ves ++ ♥ stories

Tengah usha-usha blog kawan-kawan,

afi terjumpa satu website

Teen Love Stories..

Have a click, then you'll get some idea of what am I going to ramble about.

Hmm,

kisah cinta ni menarik jugak ek,

tapi kalau semua da macam sama,

lebih kurang,

kurang lebih,

bosan.

seriously if u take a peek of the short stories posted

maybe you can say that I am deadly right..

agaknya all the people from various countries in this world experience the same love story

dari US sampai Vienna,

semuanya sama.

Typical.

Ordinary.

Biasa.

Tak luar biasa.

tak pelik atau ajaib

oh maaf, saya teruja dengan perkataan tu.

But seriously cant you guys think of other storyline??

Afi sebagai pembaca da muak la dengan jalan cerita macam tu.

Cinta terhalang, then kahwin lari.

Other one yang selalu afi jumpa,

the partner have some kind of fatal disease.

Pastu mati, sad ending.

Yang lagi teruja, si kekasih bunuh diri sebab putus asa dengan hidup.

agak-agak apa moral of the story?

Bunuh diri bila kekasih matikah?

atau bunuh kekasih sebab lambat laun beliau mati jugak,

atau bunuh diri sendiri dan kekasih in the same time,

so that tak payah sedih-sedih buang air mata menangis teringat kat si dia?

Ergh. Typical..typical..typical..

susah betul nak jumpa cerita yang kena dengan taste afi lately,

kekadang I used to read the same story again and again

sampai da boleh hafal satu-satu perkataan setiap muka surat.

gaya budak tahfiz hafal quran

tapi quran tu takde pulak afi nak hafal.

haih.

insaf ~~seminit~~

ok enough dengan merepek-repek for today,

I need to do the dishes.

mama da memanggil manggil anak kesayangan beliau.

Adios!

Comments

aku memang gedik!

Woha. I'm home and gosh super duper happy! Happier than pegi ice skating iteww. Puhleassse, 'itew'? WTH. Pi masuk tadika balik. Eja itu pon tak reti ke afi woi? Wakaka. Tadi waktu melangut dalam kereta segala macam jawapan soalan exam tetiba dengan sukarelanya mengeluarkan diri dari tempat persembunyian di antara celahan otak saya ini. Isk. Gedik mengada. Kenapa baru sekarang kau keluar? Pegila menyorok lagi!! Arghh. But on the bright side, at least I know that I KNOW what I am suppose to KNOW. So telan jela. And you see while I was in the car, I signed in YM and guess what, terdapat seorang hamba Allah bernama M5 yang telah mencuba mengadd and menegur saya disitu. *sila maafkan ayat keling ini*. Our conversation went smooth pada permulaannya cos he acted like someone I know and we talked about something interesting which was good because I usually did that to confirm the person adding me is a real HUMAN before I added him to my YM list. But then he started to ...

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Perasaan pelik. Rasa happy but in the meantime rasa sedih waktu tengok gambar cousins aku yang berdua itu. We were so close when we were little girls tapi sekarang, masing masing dah ada hidup sendiri. Hala tuju sendiri. Semalam kak D kahwin. Gambar dah upload sikit kat facebook. Nak keluar air mata aku yang mentengok ni. Belum lagi mak long. Huish. Susah kan jadi mak? Jadi sila hargai ibu anda. Dan tadi jugak, sempat mengusha gambar kak S bertunang. Rasa macam ada rama rama dalam perut. Rasa macam nak jerit wah cantiknya kuat kuat and rasa cam nak cakap eee jelesnya. Motif? Heheh. So moral of the story is, semua dah besar panjang. Dah ada tanggungjawab masing masing. I hope everything about us won't change. How I wish adults don't have to create such barrier ya know. The barrier when they already have their own family and they seems to depart off from the big family. I hate that. Apa aku merepek ni? Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

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Saiko

I wonder what had gotten into me before when I used to fight so strong just to be in this course. Babah agak tak suka saya amek course ni. Babah cakap, "You'll have no life." and "Once you step in that field, its equal to learn throughout ur whole life". Tapi saya yang dulu tak kesah ngan semua benda yang babah cakap. As long as he still supports me walaupun selalu cakap keburukan amek medic, I keep my head held high. Tak pandang belakang dah. I made my decision and that's it. No turning back. Tapi sekarang saya jadi keliru. Can I do this? Am I fit enough to be a good doctor? Can I diagnose correctly? Can I treat the patient the way I'm taught? Can I be like my lecturers who are super awesome? Can I? Bimbang. Keliru. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Rasa macam tak layak. Tengok semorang dah progress but me? Still kat takuk yang lama. Even worse, dah turun beberapa anak tangga. I tried to talk to my close friends abut this. But no help at all....

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