Past Tense

I'm sorry Maroon 5. I like this version more than yours. Sincerely, Afi. :D p/s: Prison Break sampai season 4 je ade. heroes takdop. :) p/s/s: kawan2 yg hantar text msg, sorry lah takleh reply. malas nak membeli kredit. kredit habis sbb hntr msg raya. wekeke. whatsapp blh, viber blh, bbm pon blh. text msg je xleh.  p/s/s/s: sesape yang hanto komen pakai nama anon maupun komen berunsur 18sg makanya komen komen itu takkan di approve. Sekian.

I was browsing thru my playlist that I created like 3 years ago and I found this song. Actually this wasn't the right video cos the other one agak kurang sesuai di post disini due to some scenes yang mencemarkan, so this one will do. Don't really understand the lyrics except for the English part, but I liked this song, and still do. Ok tu je, 

I'm in holiday mode. So got plenty of time to write and do things I want to do with this blog. It's really good to be home. Rasa macam dah lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sesangat aku tak balik rumah. God I love home! ^^ But still rasa nak pergi vacation cuma have no idea where to go and most importantly I got no MONEY. Zero zero. Personally I really adore my mom. She is super awesome. Superwoman I must say. I'm not saying this because she is my mom but because I think she deserves the Superwoman tittle. Things that are impossible for me are absolutely possible for her, and there are things that I failed miserably but she managed to do it all alone. How cool is that? Hurr. I hope I got at least 50% of that Superwoman genetic. Seriously I'm praying hard for that trait. Esok kami bakal ditinggalkan ibu bapa kerana ibu bapa akan ke Kuala Lumpur atas urusan pekerjaan. Weheheh. Habislah kamuorang adik adik. Akanku membuli kalian. MUAHAHA. Oh well, I'm going...

How dare you. I miss you. ==> I like those lines most. Hurr =.=' This is why I don't let myself carried away with all this love thingies. I just ..... don't forget easily. Little little things which make me happy will remain there. Maybe I should consider installing a DELETE button in my memory. Mom said I'm afraid to kinda step over my comfort zone. I guess she's right. I feel secure here. I feel safe. Mom said love is all about risks. I have to be brave enough to take the risks. Just like she risked her life to have me. :') If love is that risky then why do people fall in love?

Dan kau, buat aku terfikirkan sesuatu. Betul ke aku tak tau apa itu ITU? Betulke aku ni kayu? Tak. Aku tau apa itu ITU. Bukti? I'm tachycardic whenever I listen to these songs. Jangan buat buat tau kalau kau sebenarnya, TAK TAHU. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Its been quite some time since I last posted a video here so yeah. I kinda like this song. I like how he appreciates her. Not like some other guys who have no idea what 'appreciation' means. Yikes. Enjoy! Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

I miss you babe

What hurts the most is loving someone but never gets the chance to show it until he or she is gone. Gone means GONE forever. Sobs. Serik.

Dear Mengantuk, NganNgan ok tak? Ala tu nama manja ai nak bagi kat yu la mengantuk. Nak? NganNgan ek? *Euw gedik tak hengat ar NganNgan, uwek* NganNgan, yu macam faham ai tak bersemangat sangat dengan block kali ni kan? Kenapa yu kacau ai dalam kelas hah? Geli tau NganNgan ni. Nak manja manja kat rumah dah la. Hish, kat depan depan orang ramai tak payahlah yu nak bermanja manja dengan ai. Ai tak suka ok. Lagi lagi dalam kelas. Walaupun ai tak minat tapi ai kena belajar. Yu faham tak KENA tu maksudnya apa? Kena tu wajib. Must. Have to. Wajibun. Eh wajib dalam bahasa jepun apeye? NganNgan, janganlah kecik hati ai tak marah yu kacau ai sikit sikit. Kacau sikit sikit tu normal la sebab ai tau yu selalu rindu kat ai. Tapi jangan lah ekstrem sangat sampai yu ajak segala mak bapak setan bergayut kat eyelid ai sampai naik juling mata ai berlawan pedang dengan korang. Itu kejam namanya NganNgan.. NganNgan yu tak kesian ke kat ai? Dahla tempat duduk ai paling strategik depan depan lecturer. ...

I kinda miss my life as a non-medical student. Like masa kat TATi dulu. Seriosuly heavennn! I miss the surroundings, I miss the friends, I miss Kak Pia, I miss the talks I had. Most importantly I miss myself back then. Oh I miss everything!! And pssst, I miss you. Yes you, though we weren't at the same college, but I miss the memories created when I WAS THERE. Thanks. :')

Takde mood. Sangat malas. Sangat mengantuk. Feels like kicking someone in the face. Feels like screaming the hell out. Argh. Emo emo. Bunyi kapal terbang menguji kekuatan batin. MAU BALIK. TOLONG TOLONG. Streessss. Isk. 

Maher maher maher. Why are the songs so beautiful? Haih. Irresistible la.

Mourning. Was happy having dinner with the whole family.  Dah lama tak berkumpul macamni. Home and sad again. notabadakair: don't mess with my feelings. 

just love the sync. Enjoy.

I like her voice. Comel.

Penghilang bosan saya hari ini. think think think.

I like this, but I don't wish to live like this. At last, dapat gak tengok cite ni. Thanks a lot feeyah *hugs* ^_^ wuwi. Ok tu je, bai

This is for you mama. After some thinking I think I learnt something today. I mean yesterday. If I were her, I'll think of the same thing too. Should explain every single thing then people will understand. Separuh separuh kena maki la jawabnya. waha. No offense. dan saya kena belajar untuk tidak mengulangi kesilapan yang sama.  *hmm, still trying to accept that it was a mistake. Mistake kah itu? heheh, sila belajar terima kenyataan juga wahai afi.*  Seriously lately saya dah kena maki ngan ramai orang. Telinga pon dah macam susah nak bezakan makian dengan pujian. Ekekeke. That is also one of the trainings for my future career. Yeah yeah. *I'm trying to be positive. Yes, TRYING* Whatever it is, I love you mama. Love you for raising me up this way. I was about to start the 'cat fight' but you teach me that it will show how low I am. mama kata, diam tak semestinya kalah. Yeah. But sometimes I need someone to speak up for me cos that gives me STRENGTH. heheh. Enjoy the ...