Past Tense

Few months ago we were praying for MH370 and personally I am still praying that we will get some solid, valid and logical news about MH370. And now, my tear and condolences goes to the family of MH17 passengers and cabin crews. Allahurabbi. What is it with Malaysia nowadays? I am honestly freaking out. Sigh.  MH370 tragedy really hit me. Though I have no one to shed my tears for, I have no relatives (nauzubillah) no friends or no acquaintance at all on that plane, but my heart breaks every time I read the news about it. Allahu Allah. And when I went to KLIA few times during that disaster, I broke down when I saw few family members who were still there waiting for any news and hoping for their love one to come back. It was heartbreaking.  Recent catastrophe of  MH17 is really shocking. There were  video footage  of the scene and I could see dead bodies everywhere. They say no one survive the disaster but lets hope, lets just hope and pray that that is not true. Lets pray that a

My latest addiction is cooking. Miehehehe.  I like to spend my time in the kitchen lately, and I love experimenting things. Experimenting which spices turn out well for which recipe, experimenting the best temperature of the oven for better result and experimenting the alternative ingredients to have better or at least same outcome.  And cooking is like a therapy. The best meditation for me. When I turn on my cooking mode, don't dare ask me any other things or I will probably ignore you or give you silly answers related to what menu I was into that time. Happened to my mother couple of times and she laughed hard. :D I love "fighting" with my mom in the kitchen. And she loves to make it as competition. Which dishes cook by whom will be the first to finish and which menu my dad first eat. It was fun. And of course, most of time mom wins. :D She's the queen she deserves it. :D Oh well, since I love cooking so much, I sorta turn it to a project. Check out

Saw some bangladeshi crossing the road while holding hands and the first thing that popped in my mind was ikhwan at CUCMS. hihi. Sumber; pokcik gugel When guys holding hands, what is your impressions honestly? Its a norm for girls to do that cos girls are known to have strong attachment to friends or family members but what about guys? Tell me honestly. Hehe.  Me? I have no problems with that. In my eyes, that just define how close they are to each other and how true their friendship is. Friendship, a wonderful and beautiful thing created between humans. CUCMS taught that kinda ukhwah. And I am proud to be a CUCMSian. I love my college, muaah.  Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

What is happening to Malaysia nowadays? Feeding the poor become a crime. And the ones who supposedly catch the hit and run criminal did that themselves. I am not saying all of them did that but I just witnessed an incident yesterday.  If I were the one who was driving, I am sure to honk that police truck reaaaaal loud. Haih.  I am grateful that I live in Malaysia despite living in other countries with all the difficulties but I don't like how our country has change.  Makes me feel like its not that safe here anymore. :( Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

I'm working on new project nowadays. Projects actually. Many things are half way done. But the dulangs really drive me crazy. Muehehe.  I wanted everything to be perfect, who wouldn't right? I wanted a circle to be a perfect circle, the way I learnt at tadika, that kind of circle. But ya know, working with all the polystyrene and stuffs, its hard to achieve that kinda perfection. And it really drives me nuts. Lol. I easily got irritated, considering its Ramadhan and I'm always hungry, :D thus the emotion and mood swings.  And today, we managed to buy everything I need for the dulang and I started my self learning on how to make macarons. The perfect macarons. First attempt I did many years ago could be considered as success but what I did today was crap, haha. I managed to get the colour I wanted, but the macarons have no feet and it was all lumpy. After some reading and troubleshooting then I sorted out that I actually undermixed the batter. Nevermind, I t