Past Tense

Oh hai. Dah lama tak merepek kat sini kan? Hehe. Obstetric and gynecology posting ini sangt memenatkan. Tapi I likeeeee. Tetiba ada perasaan minat untuk mendalami ilmu O&G. Aku rasa macam bertanggungjawab ntuk blaja O&G for women. Bukan ape, ramai sangat O&G specialist berkaum lelaki so yeah.. Hmm. This posting I tell you buat kaki aku jadi muscular. Satu hari takleh duduk. Ok tipu. Mungkin itu hyperbola melampau, tapi argh. Betul. kejanya berdiri je. And other thing yang buat aku exhausted is that hospital serdang adalah sangat jauhhhh from cyberheight. Aku kena betolak awal from cyber so that pagi tu tak kelam kabut update status patient. Manelah tau tetibe patient dah deliver baby without me knowing about it pastu dengan confidentnye pegi present masa BST. Tak ke haru namenye tuuu. And in this posting sangat lah banyaknye oncall. But I do enjoy pegi oncall walapun post-effect adalah penat dan tido mati. Waktu on-call la banyak benda yang kitorang belaja tapi tul...

This is so trueeee. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Persiaran Rimba Permai,Cyberjaya,Malaysia

Balik kampung nenek aku kasi kad jemputan kahwin sedara aku who is one of my classmates masa sekolah rendah. Nampaknya dia dah jumpa jodoh dia. heheh. Congrates. Cuti dah nak habis. I know I acted weird semalam. The whole day aku macam serba tak kena. Babah siap komen lagi "Lahai, tadi muka macam nak nanges pastu tetibe gelak gelak. Unpredictable lah sangat anak sulung ni. Tak paham". huurrr. I don't know why. Ok, I know why. Aku takboleh terima kenyataan cuti dah habis. Aku nak tiduur 12 jam lagi. Aku nak rehat puas puas. Nak makan banyak banyak. Nak masak masak dan masak. Taaaaaaaapppi cutiiiii. Kenapalah kau pendek sangat. Haih. Bila ada orang cakap "aku cuti 4 bulan woih. bosannyaa" aku rasa cam nak baling bola kat kepala dia. Sila bersyukur dengan cuti anda hokeyyy. So nanti akan bermulalah kisah hidup aku sehari hari kat hospital. Its not that I dislike going to the hospital I just want this holidays to be longeeerrrr. Kat rumah ada babah....

See told I told you there is SUCH THING! Apa Itu Nikah Gantung? Nikah gantung (atau dalam Bahasa Arab disebut Nikah Khitbah) sebenarnya bermaksud pernikahan di mana pasangan pengantin tidak duduk serumah dalam satu-satu tempoh yang ditetapkan hasil persetujuan bersama kedua-dua belah pihak. Tanggungjawab pemberian nafkah oleh suami kepada isteri juga diringankan dan boleh dilepaskan. Dalam kata lain, majlis akad nikah diadakan terlebih dahulu tapi majlis kenduri kahwin (walimatul urus) diadakan kemudian. Penangguhan majlis kenduri kahwin tersebut boleh hingga menjangkau tempoh bertahun-tahun lamanya. Akan tetapi rukun-rukun perkahwinan seperti biasa perlu diikuti iaitu perlu ada suami, isteri, wali, saksi dan akad (Ijab Qabul). Tidak ketinggalan juga maskahwin pun perlu dibayar. Untuk hantaran boleh ditanggunhkan dulu. Sebab-sebab biasa nikah gantung ini dibuat adalah seperti: Suami masih tidak mampu menyara sepenuhnya kos hidup isteri seperti rumah sewa, pa...

..a friend say "Afi, don't fall for a guy until he whispers to you that he can see what a mess you can be, how moody you can get at times, how hard you are to handle, how unpredictable and random you always be but yet he still wants you, only you in his life. That's how you choose the right person to grow old with" ..And so I say "You don't marry someone you can live with but you marry someone who you cannot live without. Congratulations on finding your other half". She smiled. This friend of mine is getting married and I'm happy for her. Congratulations. May Allah bless your marriage dear. InsyaAllah you will always be in my prayers. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

How dare you. I miss you. ==> I like those lines most. Hurr =.=' This is why I don't let myself carried away with all this love thingies. I just ..... don't forget easily. Little little things which make me happy will remain there. Maybe I should consider installing a DELETE button in my memory. Mom said I'm afraid to kinda step over my comfort zone. I guess she's right. I feel secure here. I feel safe. Mom said love is all about risks. I have to be brave enough to take the risks. Just like she risked her life to have me. :') If love is that risky then why do people fall in love?

There you go. That is seriously for you. You know who you are. right..? 

Stress bila dapat kerja last minit.  Stress bila plan tertuka last minit atas sebab sebab munasabah yang seharusnya tidak dielakkan.  Stress bila memikirkan I will spend my 2 days of holiday alone at cyber.  Stress bila fikir banyak lagi benda yang perlu dimakan belum dimakan.  Stress bila fikir baju belummm basuuuuh. Argh.  Paling stress bila cuti dah habis. Hey cuti! Kenapa kau pendek sangat? Sobs. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Paka,Malaysia

People used to stare when I walked alone. I mean, lepaking alone. Yeah I admit I looked pathetic. Especially when I had my lunch or dinner or whatever meal ALONE. That is the pathetic-est moment ever. But hey people! Being alone doesn't mean that I am lonely. I am not. In fact I am happy and I feel free. I SERIOUSLY AM. p/s: Though they say two is better than one but if two means THAT, I think I prefer being single. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good and what is not won't.  Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fghting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real.  Always FIGHT until you can't anymore, and then be FOUGHT FOR.  Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Its been so long since my last post. Kan? Heheh. Busy? Kind of. Busy melayan kerenah and busy attend majlis kahwin dan kahwin. :) What life taught me for this whole week is, if you are sincere enough, insyaAllah He will always help you. Walaupun ur inner self told you this is too much for you to take, better give up cause you have lots lots lots of things ahead but if you are sincere enough to do it for the sake of friendship than I promise you He will always, always be there to ease ur way. And here I am. Alhamdullilah. I survived that critical period. And I'm glad that I choose to do it. This friendship I tell you, is precious than any other things itu. I want to nurture this so that this friendship will last forever. We've been thru a lot. Laughs, joys, tears, sadness. We've been thru it all. And we're still here. I'm proud of us. Yes I do. My friend, Uhibbuki fillah :) - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Jalan Iskandar Shah,Sitia...