Past Tense

Majlis perkahwinan impian aku adalah majlis yang (if possible) dihadiri oleh keluarga aku, keluarga husband, kawan kawan rapat kami dan jiran terdekat sahaja. Tapi biasalah, adat melayu ni lain macam sikit, jiran lama atok nenek dulu pon kena jemput kalau taknak kena kutuk, lol. And because this is my wedding, so I am incharge of every single detail of it.  I was struggling for my final pro exam yang menentukan masa depan samaada berjaya jadi doktor atau tak and in the same time, berlarian ke sana ke mari settlekan things for our wedding. It was indeed very tiring but Alhamdulillah we managed to get through it. Waktu tu, time management adalah sangat sangat penting. I have this one notebook for the details of our wedding, the aims, the timeline. I jotted down every single thing that we need to buy, our budget, our ideas and places we need to go to buy this and that. Helps A LOT. Walaupun ade gadget sehebat mana sekalipun, notebook jugak yang best cos feeling dia tu lain maciam...

Selepas 24 tahun aku tunggu bakal suami aku at last, at this very moment, kami disatukan ececeh. Hakhak. It was a beautiful moment indeed. Kalau boleh ulang tayang memang semorang pon nak ulang tayang moments macam ni. Sekali seumur hidup. Tapi kadang kadang rasa jugak macam nak kawen lagi sekali, tapi dengan orang yang sama dan sama dan sama. Maksudnye setiap kali anniversary kena sambut macam mula mula kawen la giteww.  Nah, belanja gamba satu. So as in the picture above, orang yang menikahkan kami adalah tak lain dan tak bukan my very own dad. :') Pagi pagi waktu dah siap light make up by my personal mak andam cik Saleha, abah panggil masuk bilik beliau. Pastu abah ajar aku baca ikrar ke apetah yang macam bagi hak untuk abah akad nikahkan aku. Fulamak. That time I tell you, make up kemana ape kemana. Dah lah tudung aku kaler putih hoi! Menangis sebik sebik aku kat situ. Sebak tu Allah saja yang tau. Memanglah aku happy nak kawen, sape tak happy kan. But when I ...

Wow.  It took me a year to write this entry. I have been very very busy with life since my last post. Obviously I was still not married at that time and since the day I got married onwards, there were handful of things that I need to adapt thus the long silence. :D Being the wife thingies The convocation The Housemanship ..And enjoying life with these little kicks within me :D A lot of memories yet to be written here, inshaaAllah will do it while waiting for sugar. I am on maternal leave since few days back hence the leisure time at home. Being a full-time housewife when you are 38 weeks pregnant can be very tiring, and nothing much can be done in one day. Penat, mengah, sakit badan semua adalah.  And right now I can feel sugar (my foetus) is struggling to find his way out hence these kind of movements and contractions I am feeling. Way to go sugar, find your way and we'll meet later. Mummy and daddy are waiting for you since forever.