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exhausted~

Hmm… Alhamdulillah..
everything seems to flow smoothly…
honestly, class kat sini sangatlaa xpack..
I like the schedule so damn much!!
Walaupon nama amek course medic
tapi blaja xde la tension sangat…
hopefully, afi dapat maintain
pasaan best camni till the last year…
huhu… sangat la sronok n berminat n bersemangat!!
Aja aja!! Dis Saturday de keja amal..
afi join gak…
cannot wait to be part of it!!~
sure best..
now I know, camnilaa agaknya hidup bzman..
tapi xde r bz sangat pon… haha~
jahat tol afi kan??? Hmm..
well,, de sorang budak tuh kan,
everytime I saw him, I see Hero Jejung!!!
OMG!! Isn’t dat great???
Tapi xde r cam Hero Jejung sangat pon…
Cuma de gak r iras sket sket…
yang pasti, Hero Jejung lagi ensem r!!! haha…
dia neh our class rep…
budak baik… masa hari pendaftaran,
I saw his parents…
Nampak cam kluarga baik2…
Alhamdulillah… de gak orang camtu kat sini…
hakhak… tapi ramai je yang b’backgroundkan camtu…
xseme anak dato’ o “datuk”…
n dorang seme sangatla nice…
xde potensi ntuk menyusahkan hidup orang pon…
kui3… so overall,
I can easily fit myself to the environment…
hmm… Cuma transportation r agak masalah sket!~
kalaulaa afi tau bawak kete kanke bes…
leh kebas kete babah satu…
kete banyak2 kat umah watpe
kalau xde orang guna n rosakkan…
so better afi yang menyumbang
tenaga melakukan itu seme…
kui3… hahaha…
mati sakit jantung r orang tuh
kalau dia dapat tau afi amek kete babah!~
hiyarkk!! Afi!! Behave!! Kui3...
smalam da dapat 1st assignment...
hmm... ok laa... xde r tough sangat pon...
hmm, housemates seme sangatla baik n pemberi semangat...
hope afi dapat kekal menjadi
sorang housemate yang baik lagi bekejasama...
kui3... kawan2, i lap u so much!!!
hope kita dapat capai impian masing-masing
tanpa halangan n sekatan walau sebesar kuman...
hope kta dapat
habiskan this course within 5 years...
no repeating papers
n hope we all will get sponsorship
from our dream company... huhu...
cakap sal sponsorship,
afi tingat lak pe mama cakap smalam...
dont think about ur financial status...
babah will do the rest, u just sit n study!!~
hmm... afi xnak guna duit babah banyak2...
i will do something insyaAllah...
Allah will help me n give me guidance... amin!!!







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