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haih.
bak kata epu, afi neh senget.
memang senget.
sesungguhnya afi adalah seorang insan yang bermasalah.
sangat bermasalah especially dalam bab bab menunjukkan kasih sayang
afi pon xtau nape, 
lidah neh sangat berat nak ekspreskan rasa sayang tuh melalui kata-kata.

afi sayang mama
afi sayang babah
afi sayang adik2.
tapi agak2 berapa kali ek afi cakap secara verbally yang afi sayang dorang?

sms terkecuali.
yang tuh bukan verbal punya confession.
haih..
kalau marah cepat je kuar segala macam perkataan.
bertapis ok. sila bersangka baik ^_^
tapi kalau sayang?
diam.

afi sayang sangat kat kawan-kawan
and de sorang kawan yg comey
terasa diri begitu berharga bila kawan ngan dia
dia penah cakap
"sayang afi"
tapi afi xpenah cakap
"sayang chea"
bukan xsayang
tapi segan!

adakah itu tanda-tanda afi mempunyai masalah psychology?
so dokter dokter sekalian,
sila diagnos penyakit afi
adakah afi punya masalah mental?
atau masalah fizikal.
adakah otak afi da menunjukkan tanda-tanda penuan?
atau adakah IQ afi semakin menurun?
adakah arthropods da berjaya m'transmit mahupun memindahkan virus merbahaya kedalam badan afi?
atau adakah helminthes berbentuk spaghetti bermaharaja lela di intestine afi?

adakah afi perlu consult prof Hatta mahupun Pn Firdaus?
atau adakah afi perlu berjumpa Dr Rosni mahupun Miss Rosita?
adakah??

oh, afi sedang merepek.

saya sayang awak.
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