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Perasaan jam 12.59

I am supposed to read my notes for tomorrow tapi hampeh,
after iron baju sambil pikir sth yang merepek-repek,
and sapu bilik after membebel dalam hati,
I feel like writing this post.

Last weekend (considering sekarang da jam 1 am),
afi keluar pergi Timesquare dengan Hawa, my beloved housemate.
Tujuan: temankan beliau pergi Acer Center and beli barang for Pontian Health Carnival.
Well, waktu pergi sana I met someone yang buat afi tulis post ni.

At first, I cant even recognize him.
eh, tipu. Recognize la jugak
but I barely remember his name.
confuse. So I decided to remain silent.
Last last dia yang tegur afi dulu and I was moved by his word to his so-cantik-pakaitudung-gediksikitsikit woman.
"She's my past" that was his last word yang afi dengar.
My tindakan refleks was, pukul-pukul dinding elevator sambil gigit handbag.
Ok, I know. Macam orang desperate kan?
Ergh!

Actually afi agak tak sangka social life dia macam tu.
well, he's kinda ok sebab perempuan tu pakai tudung,
but please, there should be some boundaries.
Apa hak afi nak komen lebih2?
hehe. entah saya pon tak tau.
Ape-ape jelah.
Babah, I know u will read this post.
I made the right choice right?
Hehe. Please agree with me once. Please..

I was irritated by his statement!
I am his past?
kenapa dia tak cakap je, she is my friend
or she WAS my friend
kenapa she's my past???
kenapa???
I don't know why but I felt like I am a perempuan jahat bila dengar dia cakap macam tu
and seeing his so-cantik-pakaitudung-gediksikitsikit woman senyum ala-ala lebah jumpa madu made me felt even worse!
ergh. 

salah saya ke kawan-kawan??
mereka cakap TAK!
anda pula bagaimana?








Nota tangan kiri:
babah, I need disney channel here.
seriously I do.
and please, selagi kakak belum grad,
and if there's any other 'meeting'
tak payah tanya, just play your role.
much comfortable that way.
BUT (ok, there's a but).....!
later if I want u to meet 'someone' 
after I found that unlucky 'someone',
just APPROVE him ok?
^_^

wahahaha.
mode 'saya benci handphone'




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