nota hari ini & semalam.

Wheee

At last afi balik jugak minggu ni!

walaupun banyak kerja kena settle dalam masa 3 HARI

tapi ada afi kesah?
kat rumah pon boleh wat kerja. kan kan kan?
dimana ada usaha disitu ada highway~

*ayat penyedap hati cos agak susah nak siapkan

kerja kat rumah memandangkan terlalu banyak

dugaan dan godaan*

After like 8 WEEKS bertapa kat cyber,

dapat jugak afi jumpa katil yang sempurna kat rumah

sesungguhnya RUMAHKU SYURGAKU.

wheee lagi skali.

Sampai je kat rumah everyone wish me happy birthday.

belated birthday.

rasa sangat sangat sangat terharu!

Hari ni mama masak nasik dagang.

Babah cakap nak wat majlis solat hajat.

oh I lebiu babah,

semakin tua semakin sayang.

tsskk.

Waktu dalam flight semalam,

makcik kat sebelah afi tanyatanya soalan,

makcik: Adik tinggal kat mana?

afi: err..dungun

makcik: Oooo..datang KL watpe?

afi: Oh saya belajar kat cyber

makcik: SEKOLAH apa? Seri puteri tu ye?

afi: err.. bukan bukan, kolej.

makcik: kolej? *dengan muka tak percaya sambil senyumsenyum*
umur berapa?

afi: 19..eh, 20

makcik: oooo.. tengok IC boleh?
*sambil gelakgelak and cuit dagu afi*

adess. tengok IC?

dear makcik,

terima kasih kerana akhirnya anda mempercayai saya
tanpa mengintai IC yang buruk itu.

tssskk.

Soalan cepucemas mama

"apa azam umur 20?"

err..

sebelum mama tanya soalan tu
afi tak pernah terfikir pun pasal azam umur 20.

bila umur 20 kena ada azam ye?

*kepada sesiapa nama azam sila jumpa saya sekarang!*

~Sayang mamababah lebih daripada sayang waktu umur 19

~Mantapkan ilmu agama. Kubur kata mari rumah kata pergi. tsskk

~Belajar betulbetul. Taknak mainmain dah.

~Buat semua SCTLs.

~Sayang kawankawan lebih daripada sayang waktu umur 19.

ahh banyak sangat malas nak taip.

dear epu,

good luck!

study molek.

ganbatte kudasai.

Comments

Saiko

I wonder what had gotten into me before when I used to fight so strong just to be in this course. Babah agak tak suka saya amek course ni. Babah cakap, "You'll have no life." and "Once you step in that field, its equal to learn throughout ur whole life". Tapi saya yang dulu tak kesah ngan semua benda yang babah cakap. As long as he still supports me walaupun selalu cakap keburukan amek medic, I keep my head held high. Tak pandang belakang dah. I made my decision and that's it. No turning back. Tapi sekarang saya jadi keliru. Can I do this? Am I fit enough to be a good doctor? Can I diagnose correctly? Can I treat the patient the way I'm taught? Can I be like my lecturers who are super awesome? Can I? Bimbang. Keliru. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Rasa macam tak layak. Tengok semorang dah progress but me? Still kat takuk yang lama. Even worse, dah turun beberapa anak tangga. I tried to talk to my close friends abut this. But no help at all....

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..It feels weird.

Perasaan pelik. Rasa happy but in the meantime rasa sedih waktu tengok gambar cousins aku yang berdua itu. We were so close when we were little girls tapi sekarang, masing masing dah ada hidup sendiri. Hala tuju sendiri. Semalam kak D kahwin. Gambar dah upload sikit kat facebook. Nak keluar air mata aku yang mentengok ni. Belum lagi mak long. Huish. Susah kan jadi mak? Jadi sila hargai ibu anda. Dan tadi jugak, sempat mengusha gambar kak S bertunang. Rasa macam ada rama rama dalam perut. Rasa macam nak jerit wah cantiknya kuat kuat and rasa cam nak cakap eee jelesnya. Motif? Heheh. So moral of the story is, semua dah besar panjang. Dah ada tanggungjawab masing masing. I hope everything about us won't change. How I wish adults don't have to create such barrier ya know. The barrier when they already have their own family and they seems to depart off from the big family. I hate that. Apa aku merepek ni? Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

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Aku dan Lipas.

I had terrible night last night. Siangnya pon agak terible jugakla. Dengan suara garau and muka yang hitam, kepala pusing plus temperature of 38.5 I could barely move. Bedridden. Weehu. And what make it worse? LIPAS. Had 2 scenes with lipas. First was, I found a freaking damn dead cockroach in my mihun tomyam. Imagine: I was like hungry to death and the cafe took like ages to deliver my food. Bila dah sampai I just dug in the food without doing the routine check. Suapan ke dua, I felt something strange about the tomyam. Rasa macam pelik. But keeps on eating cos LAPAR. On my 3rd suapan, I saw something weird floating on the spoon and as I took closer look, I screamed like it was no tomorrow. ADAKAH AKU TELAH MEMAKAN TOMYAM PERASA LIPAS? Omjayyyy!!! Called the cafe and explained the situation to a worker. Dengan pelat indon and bahasa melayu yang kurang mantapnya itu, she kept on asking whether I still kept the lipas I found in her tomyam. Seriously I feel like shouting at her on her f...

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