Jiran atas ni suke memekak la. Dah dua hari macam ni. If this behaviour berlanjutan sampai minggu depan you wait and see lah apa kami buat ye jiran. Huu. Bisinngggg.
I wonder what had gotten into me before when I used to fight so strong just to be in this course. Babah agak tak suka saya amek course ni. Babah cakap, "You'll have no life." and "Once you step in that field, its equal to learn throughout ur whole life". Tapi saya yang dulu tak kesah ngan semua benda yang babah cakap. As long as he still supports me walaupun selalu cakap keburukan amek medic, I keep my head held high. Tak pandang belakang dah. I made my decision and that's it. No turning back. Tapi sekarang saya jadi keliru. Can I do this? Am I fit enough to be a good doctor? Can I diagnose correctly? Can I treat the patient the way I'm taught? Can I be like my lecturers who are super awesome? Can I? Bimbang. Keliru. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Rasa macam tak layak. Tengok semorang dah progress but me? Still kat takuk yang lama. Even worse, dah turun beberapa anak tangga. I tried to talk to my close friends abut this. But no help at all....
lol. hehe the way both of u senyum is quite similar, :D
ReplyDeletekim slm! HAHA
cun dowh baju raya ko.. cun2..
ReplyDeleteafi to Tqa: haha. Okie dokie!
ReplyDeleteafi to hamzah ian: err. arigatou. :)