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Sheesh.

Not in the mood to do anything. I'm soo gonna miss babah. Isk.

Reflection for today:

Saya sedar saya siapa. Saya tak hebat berfashion. Saya tak hebat bershopping. I know nothing about branded stuffs. Jimmy Choo, Michelle yeoh and all those labels. Branded perfume which costs people thousand dollars and yes I admit that I know nothing about cosmetics. They are all alien to me. Its ok. Saya adalah memalukan. Saya adalah kekampungan. Taste saya adalah low. And so, dont brag about me in front of the high class friends. Dont have to invite me to any of the conversations with the super awesome friends. Stupid me I try to put up, search the net just to find out things they talked about. So stupid girl, this is what you get for being such a fool. Its ok. Saya memang kampung. And most of all, I like to be called budak kampung.

ONLY GREAT MINDS CAN AFFORD SIMPLE STYLE.

Notabadakair: thank you.

Ok tu je, assalamualaikum
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  1. NekmoOctober 31, 2010 at 7:20 PM

    nape ni? ada prob ek berkaitan sume bendalah ni?..xnk share?

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  2. Afifah AzmiOctober 31, 2010 at 7:33 PM

    oh takdelah. saje luahan perasaan. reflection, heheh :)

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