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The Evening.

So this weekend I traveled again. Travel? Not really travel pon sebenarnya. Just drive ikut kata hati. And guess what, tetiba sampai kat tasik ape tah. Seriously sepanjang dua tahun tinggal kat Cyber tak pernah pon tahu macam mana nak pegi kat tasik ni. Ngeh ngeh ngeh. Agak jauh dari cyberia, my home tak sweet sangat home.

So I spent like an hour there. Watching people, captured some photos dengan camera cabuk enfon.

Encik A: Hi. Mind if I sit here?
Saya: Err
Encik A: Sorry. Are you here with someone?
Saya: Um. ehm, err
Encik A: I'll sit here anyway................So, my name is A
Saya: Oh. Hehehe
Encik A: What are you doing here?
Saya: Erm.
Encik A: Its ok if you don't know english. My english is quite bad as well. Just say it in malay I can understand you
Saya: Hehe. release tension
Encik A: I see. So you are a student I suppose? Which college? LKW? MMU?
Saya: *geleng geleng kepala*
Encik A: Do you want to see the pictures I captured just now?
Saya: *angguk*
Encik A: This is my precious baby. *sambil menunjuk camera nikon D90, kot*
Saya: hehe. Nice pictures
Encik A: Can I see yours?
Saya: You better not
Encik A: Show me
Saya: *ambik kau nak tengok sangat*
Encik A: Nice. Samsung is nice
Saya: But yours is nicER. Hehe. I better get going. Its going to rain. Nice to know you A
Encik A: How do you know its going to rain? Are you the weather girl? Weather girl don't wear hijab *big grin*
Saya: I just know. Bye
Encik A: Ok see you around ALISHA.
Saya: EH??

Alisha? Haha. Terconfuse sekejap. Seingat ingat saya takde pulak saya cakap kat dia pasal nama. Nice choice btw, lol.

Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

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  1. haha.. tulaa pasal, tapi disebabkan saya terconfuse, trs terdiam. haha

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