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..it's too late.

Mr A: You look stunning in that dress. Aku rasa family monyet kau tak kenal kau bila kau pakai baju ni
Ms B: Oh shut up. I know I'm beautiful but you don't have to stare at me like that lol. Haha
Mr A: Yea I know you are beautiful that is why I wanna marry you. Haha
Ms B: In you dreams!!

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Ms B: Ohmai ohmai he said he wants to marry me!
Ms C: Really?? What did you say then
Ms B: Quick response. I said 'in your dreams'. Why?
Ms C: What if he is serious?
Ms B: He wouldn't want someone like me. Don't be ridiculous
Ms C: Did he looked at you in your eyes when he said that?
Ms B: Yea. I guess.
Ms C: He might as well meant what he just said to you dear
Ms B: You think so?
Ms C: Yeah I think so.

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Mr A: Hey Ms B! Wait, lets walk together!
Ms B: Oh okay
Mr A: Ok lemme ask you something. Do you want to marry someone like me? *bursting a huge laugh*
Ms B: Haha. Are you kidding me? Of course NOT!
Mr A: Why not?
Ms B: You are FAR from romantic, you know nothing about art, you like football, you don't eat marshmellow and most of all, you don't treat me well!
Mr A: I don't treat you that well because you are special
Ms B: Yea right. Who in the right mind would do that? Haha
Mr A: Me! Haha.
Ms B: Lets just... walk.
Mr A: Ok..aaay

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Ms C: You said that? Seriously B, why?
Ms B: I don't know!! I don't know how to respond to that situation. It feels.... awkward.
Ms C: I am sure that he is serious about you B. Talk to him. Have a SERIOUS conversation. Tell him whatever you want to tell him
Ms B: I will. One day.

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years ahead.

Mr A: Hai!
Ms B: A?? Wow! Look at you, is this the same A I knew years back? Haha
Mr A: Still the same A. haha. What are you doing here?
Ms B: Just getting some groceries.
Mr A: What? Are you a housewife now?
Ms B: No! Haha
Mr A: Still single eh?
Ms B: Maybe
Mr A: Want to  marry me?
Ms B: That's not suppose to be a joke, A.
Mr A: I'm not joking!
Ms B: Whatever
Mr A: Ok..whatever...

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Mr A: Can we meet?
Ms B: sure. Where?
Mr A: X park. 5.30 pm.
Ms B: Ok
Mr A: You're late
Ms B: I'm sorry I could not find my car keys
Mr A: Nice excuse there. haha
Ms B: I'm telling you the truth lol. Haha
Mr A: Here, this is for you
Ms B: What is this?
Mr A: My invitation card
Ms B: For...?
Mr A: Obviously thats for my wedding
Ms B: You're getting married?
Mr A: Yea
Ms B: Well gratez
Mr A: Thank you
Ms B: so, are you happy now that you'll end your single life? Haha
Mr A: B, just tell me what you think I need to know before its too late.
Ms B: Huh? What?
Mr A: Don't you have something to tell me?
Ms B: No I guess no.
Mr A: Well ok. But I just want you to know this, I am always serious when I talk about us
Ms B:...........
Mr A: Good bye B. Lead a happy life
Ms B: You too. Congratulations! *teary eyes*

p/s: B, be strong :)

Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

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