Thanks to Dr Norhin at last aku merasa jugak makan homemade food ntuk iftar. Sedih betul hidup di perantauan dan jadi manusia nomad. But who am I to complain because I am the one who choose this. Oh, esok adalah presentation for elective and sctl white coat caremony. Wish us best of luck.
I wonder what had gotten into me before when I used to fight so strong just to be in this course. Babah agak tak suka saya amek course ni. Babah cakap, "You'll have no life." and "Once you step in that field, its equal to learn throughout ur whole life". Tapi saya yang dulu tak kesah ngan semua benda yang babah cakap. As long as he still supports me walaupun selalu cakap keburukan amek medic, I keep my head held high. Tak pandang belakang dah. I made my decision and that's it. No turning back. Tapi sekarang saya jadi keliru. Can I do this? Am I fit enough to be a good doctor? Can I diagnose correctly? Can I treat the patient the way I'm taught? Can I be like my lecturers who are super awesome? Can I? Bimbang. Keliru. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Rasa macam tak layak. Tengok semorang dah progress but me? Still kat takuk yang lama. Even worse, dah turun beberapa anak tangga. I tried to talk to my close friends abut this. But no help at all....
Salam akak..
ReplyDeletesaya ni baru je jumpa blog akak..best!
akak student medik eh? study uni mana? skg kt mna because i saw the word perantauan...
actually sy nk mntk nasihat n pendapat akk psl medic sbb sy pun ambek medic jgk..bru hbs mtrk last april n this september bru masuk uni...
oh lupa...
selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak!
@Athirah Azlan
ReplyDeleteWslm, hi Athirah, nama awk mcm adk akak :)
Akak study kat CUCMS je, and that perantauan word tu adlh sbb akak from trg n my college is at cyber. Heheh.
Oh Athirah dpt msk uni mana? Congrates! InsyaAllah bila2 ada masa akak emailkan adik infoinfo and nasihat2 yang akak dapat from lecturers, do give me ur email. :)
hahaha..oh really? what an interesting coincidence! =D
ReplyDeleteohhhh...i see..hahah..tirah dapat kat UiTM Shah Alam je. Hehehe.. Thank you akak!!! Alhamdulillah la dapat..wokeh2! =D
Here is my email.. thiraz92@yahoo.com
Thanks very99 much tau akak sebab sudi tolong tirah..i really appreciate it..nanti kalau ada apa2 tirah cari akak boleh? i mean, if tirah ada prob pasal study ke apa ke, tirah cari akak?
=)
btw, akak sekarang dah year berapa dah? =)
Thanks again akak! =D