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..ohhhh

Afi sila jangan mengeluhh..hurr. I just had that moment. That moment where I feel so stupid, that moment where my brain seems like its not functioning at all, that moment where I feel like I know nothing about medicine, that moment where I am thinking about quiting and that moment where I feel like I want to be in other planet. Why do such moment exists???!! 

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  1. asip محمدJanuary 7, 2012 at 11:45 PM

    yelah.. moment.. moment.. moment apa? cerita3

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  2. AnonymousJanuary 8, 2012 at 1:08 PM

    Xpe.. Maybe that moment makes you realize that you should not lay back and work harder. Insya Allah, success will be yours. :)

    MII

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  3. Afifah AzmiJanuary 8, 2012 at 7:55 PM

    @asip محمد

    Tu dah cite la tuu

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  4. Afifah AzmiJanuary 8, 2012 at 7:56 PM

    @Anonymous

    Hmm :)

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  5. NekmoJanuary 9, 2012 at 7:33 PM

    dalam exam sama jugak ke??baca..baca...tapi tak tau apa..eh..apa aku baca ni?..hehe.. :)

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  6. Afifah AzmiJanuary 10, 2012 at 12:16 AM

    @✿nenek moden✿

    Haha..klau dlm exam jd cmtu mmg sakit jiwaaaaa

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