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..crazy sunday

Sejak cuti sem haritu Along ajak aku keluar tapi sebab aku agak busy waktu cuti so the reunion was postponed to yesterday morning. Last time we met was about 4 years back. Masa tu Along was admitted to ward due to appendicitis, so I paid her a visit. Bila dah lama sangat tak jumpa, rasa awkward berleluasa. Tak tau nak borak pasal apa cos basic questions semua dah ditanya. After an hour barulah masing masing selesa. Kelakar. Along is one of the best-est friends masa kat smaasza. She used to be the one whom I leaned on when I was friend-less. We used to do crazy things together and yes, sometimes she drove me crazy too. ;)




Itulah Along. Along digelar Along kerana beliau anak sulung. Hm. Actually there are two Alongs there. U decide which one is Wahidah and which one is Afifah. :)

After bersiar kat Alamanda, teman Along shopping kat Avon and bershopping di Mydin, kitorang pon menuju ke Damansara untuk menjejakkan kaki dan bersolat kat rumah Along. Jauh benau aku bersolat Zohor semalam.

Then rush balik for Waqi's wedding. Waqi is my senior and director for BLS so we kinda know each other well. Both bride and groom were gorgeous. Wonderful setup with fresh flowers all around, good food and surrounded with best people, what more do you need in a wedding caremony right? Waktu nilah jugak dapat kenal wives dan husbands para lecturers dan bersosial dengan rakan sekolej mahupun sehospital. Advantage jugak tu.




Pengantin, pelamin, roses dan burung. Perfect combination. Cantik.




So, there goes my Sunday. Hampir accident on the way balik from the wedding cos I was sleepy and exhausted. Alhamdulillah Allah masih bagi aku peluang bernafas. Hu.

Pentanya: So, when is ur turn? ;)
Yang ditanya: oh. Am waiting for my other half. :)

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