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Of Second Raya

Jangan ditanya kemana aku pergi. Muehehehe. Most of the time hanyalah aktiviti membayar sleep debt. Bangun pagi dahlah lambat, pastu dalam kereta asyik tidur je. Sampai rumah Tok Wok pon boleh aku terlelap kejap kat sofa. Mengantuk, plus geram dengan baju raya yang tetibe oversize dah jadi macam baju pinjam. Stress. 

Like always, takde sangat pon gambar raya kami anak beranak. Ni pon dah kire rajin dah ni aku menangkap gambar. Semuanya terhasil dikala mata mengantuk dan sengaja menyibukkan diri cover menguap. Wekeke. 

Malam raya; mercun; bunga api; at Tok Nik's. Alhamdulillah, kaki tangan semorang still intact. 

Thaqifah Mumtazah. Acik's newborn baby girl. Cumelll sangat, tapi disebabkan cuaca yang begitu panas makanya ruam ruam kelihatan dipipi si kecik. 

Babah angah abam, at Tok Wok's

Entah ape la dorang duk tengok tu. Ini kat rumah Tok Ngoh kot.

At Tok Nik's. Mengira polka dots di baju akibat mengantuk.

Pantai Teluk Lipat, OTW pegi umah Tok Wok. Dah lama sangat tak lepak kat tepi pantai ni. Bila lah dapat heret babah pegi sana agaknye. Haih.

Thats the only gambar raya yang aku ada. Kesian kan? Muehehe. Dengar dengar Mak Long tengah buat rendang tok kat rumah Tok Nik, tapi.. tak larat dah nak menunggu. Balik jom bah? So off we went home. Dan sekarang tengah cuba menyiapkan kerja kerja mengemas yang tertangguh sebelum balik kampung haritu. Mama babah puasa, aku pon pura pura puasa. Sila take note; pura pura. Heheh. Dan ini


Ramainyeeeee kawan kawan aku yang kahwin tahun ni. Barakallahuminkum kawan kawan! Kazen aku yang sama umur  tu pon dah pregnant. Rasa lain macam bila fikir kazen kawan sepermainan dari kecik tetiba dah nak dapat anak. Hu. Sabarlah hati, sabarlah. Sobs. Allah dah rancang yang terbaik. Semoga beliau dan fetus sentiasa sihat, insyaAllah. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

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I wonder what had gotten into me before when I used to fight so strong just to be in this course. Babah agak tak suka saya amek course ni. Babah cakap, "You'll have no life." and "Once you step in that field, its equal to learn throughout ur whole life". Tapi saya yang dulu tak kesah ngan semua benda yang babah cakap. As long as he still supports me walaupun selalu cakap keburukan amek medic, I keep my head held high. Tak pandang belakang dah. I made my decision and that's it. No turning back. Tapi sekarang saya jadi keliru. Can I do this? Am I fit enough to be a good doctor? Can I diagnose correctly? Can I treat the patient the way I'm taught? Can I be like my lecturers who are super awesome? Can I? Bimbang. Keliru. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Rasa macam tak layak. Tengok semorang dah progress but me? Still kat takuk yang lama. Even worse, dah turun beberapa anak tangga.  I tried to talk to my close friends abut this. But no help at all....

Aku dan Lipas.

I had terrible night last night. Siangnya pon agak terible jugakla. Dengan suara garau and muka yang hitam, kepala pusing plus temperature of 38.5 I could barely move. Bedridden. Weehu. And what make it worse? LIPAS. Had 2 scenes with lipas. First was, I found a freaking damn dead cockroach in my mihun tomyam. Imagine: I was like hungry to death and the cafe took like ages to deliver my food. Bila dah sampai I just dug in the food without doing the routine check. Suapan ke dua, I felt something strange about the tomyam. Rasa macam pelik. But keeps on eating cos LAPAR. On my 3rd suapan, I saw something weird floating on the spoon and as I took closer look, I screamed like it was no tomorrow. ADAKAH AKU TELAH MEMAKAN TOMYAM PERASA LIPAS? Omjayyyy!!! Called the cafe and explained the situation to a worker. Dengan pelat indon and bahasa melayu yang kurang mantapnya itu, she kept on asking whether I still kept the lipas I found in her tomyam. Seriously I feel like shouting at her on her f...

..It feels weird.

Perasaan pelik. Rasa happy but in the meantime rasa sedih waktu tengok gambar cousins aku yang berdua itu. We were so close when we were little girls tapi sekarang, masing masing dah ada hidup sendiri. Hala tuju sendiri. Semalam kak D kahwin. Gambar dah upload sikit kat facebook. Nak keluar air mata aku yang mentengok ni. Belum lagi mak long. Huish. Susah kan jadi mak? Jadi sila hargai ibu anda. Dan tadi jugak, sempat mengusha gambar kak S bertunang. Rasa macam ada rama rama dalam perut. Rasa macam nak jerit wah cantiknya kuat kuat and rasa cam nak cakap eee jelesnya. Motif? Heheh. So moral of the story is, semua dah besar panjang. Dah ada tanggungjawab masing masing. I hope everything about us won't change. How I wish adults don't have to create such barrier ya know. The barrier when they already have their own family and they seems to depart off from the big family. I hate that. Apa aku merepek ni? Ok tu je, assalamualaikum