Past Tense

Oh you. You made me addicted to this song. This Battle Scars! 

No. This is not the Poker Face song by Lady Gaga. Honestly I think Gaga is a corrupted singer. I'm sorry to Gaga's fans but really. Gaga means crazy and I don't like crazy singers. Her music is sometimes .. okayyylah. But herself. No. I don't like her.  Poker face.  Definition: informal face without facial expression. Expressionless face. I thought its okay to always display a poker face but after I enter this psychiatry posting, later did I know people who continuously  displaying Poker Face have some psychotic problem. They kinda have disabilty to sustain the depth of their emotional tone that can be observed by others and this condition always associated with schizophrenic patients. Tapi bukanlah semua orang yang emotionless tu ada schizophrenia. And me myself, though I always has this emotionless face when someone is talking about me, that doesn't mean I'm schizophrenic. HAHA. I got myself tested I assure you I'm negative :D Maybe at...

Tired of trying hard to sleep. I hetchu insomnia. And suddenly I miss blogging. Since I have a personal diary now I kinda take this blog for granted. I'm sorry OMB but you're not my number one now. Huhu. But I still love you don't you worry, muah. You know when you do something good, you will feel the satisfaction, the feeling of healty way proud of myself and stuffs. But good thing always come with price. And the price that I need to pay is patienceeeee. I'm running out of patience already. How? Tell me howwwwwww to restock it. Oh well, I'm having my last posting now. Psychiatry. Sounds insane rite, but nottttt that insane. Rumors said I have to 'get married' before I enter this posting. Uuuh. That sounds quite rite hahaha. "I'm sorry patients, but I'm not single and yeah I'm proudly married. :D" I wish. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Jalan Presint 9,Putrajaya,Malaysia

You'll know when someone speaks love. Anyway. Its almost the end of year four already. Wuhuu and I'm one step closer to be a err doctor. Ye....aaa...yy.  What was I thinking earlier eh?  Oh yes.  Kan? You almost have no reason to love. Because when you love someone, you'll accept the wrongs and the bad that he or she has. All that matter is he or she is right there next to you.  I know when someone speaks love just by a simple history taking. 'Why do you love him or her?' And the answer is most likely a long pause and a simple sentence 'I have no idea'. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

I have never hold your hands so far, or looked into your eyes saying that how beautiful you are, We have never went out with each other, we rarely exchange love letters together. The only means of communication between us are through text messages, social media and a couple of phone calls, when I tweet, you retweet, when I post a status on facebook, you like, but should it be just like that? Love and affection should be more than that. We are in a relationship but why do I feel like everything between us is restricted? It feels like I’m losing you. I can’t see you unless there’s company from a third party, I can’t have dinner with you unless there’s intervention from our families. Exist such distance between our hearts, and barriers since the very start. Our separation sometimes makes me scared, but why, why did you keep on reminding me “Let us get ourselves prepared”. I don’t know, I don’t know, I’m doubtful, are we in love? Are we really, really in love? -------------------------- --...

Tajuk itu sangat random sebenarnya cos I'm listening to Give A Reason by Pink and I really like that line. Muehehe. Just want to make a quick report on my experiment yesterday. Masa tengah duk melangut tetibe rasa lapar and buntu tak tau nak makan apa. So fikir fikir fikir. Mula mula macam nak buat sambal udang petai tapi tetibe teringat one of my osmet skarang tengah tak boleh bau petai miahaha so taknak menyeksa beliau. Maka aku pon teringatlah kat mushroom soup yang ada dalam list makanan kegemaran itu. Hasil 3 websites yang aku gugel maka terhasil lah ini Maaf dah takde gamba yang lagi senonoh nak letak. Ini je yang sempat aku tangkap nye pon. Bahan bahan yang aku guna Air - sukahati nak letak banyak mana. Kalau nak banyak kuah, letak banyak air 500ml susu low fat  1 cawan Tepung  1 1/2 keping ayam (bahagian dada) Mushroom  Black pepper secukup rasa Garam secukup rasa Kiub ayam knorr *optional Cara cara nak masak soup ni senang je. Cu...

Few months ago masa kitorang posting Family Medicine, some male friends telah meng- war war kan tentang sebuah kedai di Puchong berdekatan dengan Klinik Kesihatan Puchong yang jual beger bakar. It's actually not a stand alone stall tu, tapi macam food court. Lokas Makana kalau tak silap aku nama tempat tu. Sejujurnya aku dah lama teringin nak makan beger bakar, hihi. Walaupun lemak lemak tepu dibadan ni banyak lagi yang belum terbakar tapi beger bakar tetap menjadi idaman.  First time pergi sana, Raihan yang bawak. She was being so nice, sanggup redah dari hujung sana ke hujung sini semata mata nak ambik aku and bawak pergi makan beger bakar. *Sila jeles sebab aku ada sahabat baik seperti ini muehehehe*. Maka kami pun menujulah kesana.  Yang pendek tu aku punye. Mula mula tengok aku macam terkesima kejap. Cemana aku nak makan bendalah ni sebenarnya. Saiz beger tu mashaaAllah sangat lah besarnye, memang konfem konfem tak muat ngan mulut aku yang besar tapi tak seb...

Boleh tahan seksi jugak dorang dorang ni eh. First time aku gugel pasal wonder girls semata mata sebab nak tulis entry ni and tempek gamba ni kat sini. Tapi post ni bukan pasal dorang, tapi pasal kami. Kami berempat. Some days ago, (aku pon dah lupa exactly bila) the four of us went to Wondermilk cafe, somewhere in Puchong kalau tak silap. Ini semua idea Yana, we went there for our birthdays celebration yang last year punye. Ngehehe. Bijak tak kami berjimat? 4 orang sekali harung, makanmakan sama sama tanpa bertukar hadiah sekalipon. Ini namenye idea nak berjimba cara orang takde duit. Yang bertanggungjawab mengesahkan kehalalan dan kesedapan mahupon keunikan tempat itu adalah Yana juga. Cos this was her idea so she was automatically in charge of that. So marilah kita beramai ramai menuju kesana huray. Pokok menghalang kejelasan gambar. Harap maaf. Since the four of us dah tak sama group since new semester had started, we kinda made a deal that US need to at least...

Terkejut makcik nak oiii. Budak budak jaman sekarang. Haih. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Lebuhraya Damansara Puchong,Dengkil,Malaysia