To all single ladies 🎉

Oh dear lord I miss vacation.

This was when we were almost a week married. Looking back to where we were before, I never thought this guy would be my husband. I knew him as a classmate, and during our first year of med school he was none like this haha. Kepala botak with his loose grey sweater and huge backpack riding motorbike.

And then we were group mates for our very first pro exam and I remember him taught me anatomy. He would randomly text me and ask for things we revised previously and sometimes I would text him to ask for things I failed to remember. Believe me, he was like my walking netter 😅 and still are ❤️

I also remember there were times he laughed at me for incidentally doing silly thing like terlanggar cermin kaca sampai benjol dahi. I dont know what got into me that day, but the door seems really, I mean REALLY transparent to me and I just ran into it. Nasib baik tak retak pintu itu sobs. And he was one of the witnesses. Since then onwards, he would walk before me and make sure the door is opened if I were about to pass a glass door lol.

We have gone through quite a lot to be where we are now. My point here is that, to those who are still single, trust me there are million great reasons why Allah plan your life that way. You need to have faith in Him and He will guide you to your future spouse with the best way possible, inshaaAllah. Keep calm and pray. If someone ask you 'that' question (if you know what i mean), just say 'He has better plans for me, I trust him and I am happy with what I have now' 😉 inshaaAllah she wont bug you anymore. If she still does, just slap her in the face haha.

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Doktor Sakit Puan

Sebab aku perempuan, dan pesakit aku semua nya perempuan. Women only. Exclusive kan? Macam tulah Allah jaga aku, with His own ways. Heyy bukan senang aku nak cool je dengan tittle MO O&G ni. Makan dalam bertahun kot. Sobs. Dari student benci gila subjek O&G, sekarang amekau. Sobs lagi sekali. Being in this department wasn't my choice. Family person macam aku ni akan minta dijauhi dari O&G sumpah tak tipu, tapi nak wat acanerr aku insan terpilih. Lepas kena campak kat sini memang jatuh terduduk, tergolek, terdampar. Sampai sekarang masih cuba buang dendam pada dia yang campak aku kat lubang gelap ni walaupun sebenarnya dah agak agak boleh terima hakikat. Kalau terserempak dengan dia mesti akan terngiang ngiang ayat I resent you Fuhh dia punya dendam tak hengat. Tak pernah aku berdendam macam ni seuumur hidup. Now slowly tengah buang dendam sebab dah boleh terima kenyataan, KOT. Kenapa aku tak suka/ separa benci pada O&G? Sebabnye ...

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Aku dan Lipas.

I had terrible night last night. Siangnya pon agak terible jugakla. Dengan suara garau and muka yang hitam, kepala pusing plus temperature of 38.5 I could barely move. Bedridden. Weehu. And what make it worse? LIPAS. Had 2 scenes with lipas. First was, I found a freaking damn dead cockroach in my mihun tomyam. Imagine: I was like hungry to death and the cafe took like ages to deliver my food. Bila dah sampai I just dug in the food without doing the routine check. Suapan ke dua, I felt something strange about the tomyam. Rasa macam pelik. But keeps on eating cos LAPAR. On my 3rd suapan, I saw something weird floating on the spoon and as I took closer look, I screamed like it was no tomorrow. ADAKAH AKU TELAH MEMAKAN TOMYAM PERASA LIPAS? Omjayyyy!!! Called the cafe and explained the situation to a worker. Dengan pelat indon and bahasa melayu yang kurang mantapnya itu, she kept on asking whether I still kept the lipas I found in her tomyam. Seriously I feel like shouting at her on her f...

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Saiko

I wonder what had gotten into me before when I used to fight so strong just to be in this course. Babah agak tak suka saya amek course ni. Babah cakap, "You'll have no life." and "Once you step in that field, its equal to learn throughout ur whole life". Tapi saya yang dulu tak kesah ngan semua benda yang babah cakap. As long as he still supports me walaupun selalu cakap keburukan amek medic, I keep my head held high. Tak pandang belakang dah. I made my decision and that's it. No turning back. Tapi sekarang saya jadi keliru. Can I do this? Am I fit enough to be a good doctor? Can I diagnose correctly? Can I treat the patient the way I'm taught? Can I be like my lecturers who are super awesome? Can I? Bimbang. Keliru. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Rasa macam tak layak. Tengok semorang dah progress but me? Still kat takuk yang lama. Even worse, dah turun beberapa anak tangga. I tried to talk to my close friends abut this. But no help at all....

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