Past Tense

Last Tuesday was the day for Palestine Awareness Campaign (PAC) grand opening. The event was held at the foyer of main CUCMS campus  *a strategic place I can say.*  With all the VVIP's and students filled up the foyer, afi rasa sangat berbangga and bersemangat and, and uh rasa macam best sesangat. Overly excited. Perasaan terharu bersemangat tak dapat digambarkan. Event start dengan pemberian ucapan oleh Dato' Abu.  Sangat tersentuh dengan ucapan beliau cos I know he didnt really read the script prepared for him.  That was his sincere own words. And so, a fter Dato' rasmikan campaign tu,  Prof Latif and his band performed a song from Micheal Heart.  I was a bit stunned as I saw a lot of people gathered around as Prof Latif started to sing.  I saw some of my friends who were at the second floor rushed to the ground floor just to see Prof Latif and his band performing. And some even started to climb the stairs to second floor just to ...

People say migraine is common. But do they really know how to manage it? Me myself needs a lot of helps in managing migraine. This cunning attack is very hard to predict you know. sometimes it gives you headache just because you think whether you're doing things that can trigger the attack. some of the doctors I met said few different facts about migraine. Some say stress can lead to migraine. some say stress is just a minute reason for migraine. some say chocolate can make me suffer from migraine attack which sometimes is true, some say MSG is migraine's bestfriend, and some say, bright lights is a must to avoid. *yes yes he is deadly right* here's the thing. I think the best way to avoid migraine is to learn how you can cope with it, because different person has different ways in handling the migraine itself. for example, I cannot stand bright light  but my friend said that she'll experience palpation when its dark and thus, leads to migraine. ...

dulu afi terbaca kat blog org, dia tulis feels like shit. now its my turn. FEELS LIKE S***! just need to be alone. DAMN! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ok that stupid thing xbagi apa-apa kesan. oh sakitnya hati!! soalan exam besok: Kenapa manusia suka dilayan tapi xsuka melayan? kenapa manusia suka dipuji tapi xsuka dikutuk? kenapa manusia suka cari kesalahan orang lain tapi xmengaku kesalahan sendiri? kenapa manusia suka jaga tepi kain orang tapi xsedar kain sendiri terkoyak? kenapa manusia hipokrit?? kenapa dan kenapa dan kenapa?? ha jawab-jawab argh!! saya tau jawapannya. sebab dia MANUSIA. nobody's perfect afi. live with that. notahati alien, jom kawen!

To all my friends from Faculty of Dentistry, all the best in ur pro exam. To my beloved brother Afiq, please please please do ur utmost best in the upcoming interview.  Show them ur bestest attitude okey! I know u can do it babeh.  Chaiyokkk sayangku! To my friend Shahrul Nizam from UTP, all the best in ur tests. Ganbatte! And yeah, to my bff fatimah samsuddin, chaiyokkk!! aja aja fighting. Dont let biochem rules ur world. hehe. I know its hard dear, but still I'm so damn sure that U can do it! Cos nothing is impossible and biochem is easy. wahaha. Make the most of yourself for that is all there is of you.

Saya sangat mengantuk sebenarnya tapi banyak kerja belum siap. Oh dan oh dan oh. I was thinking maybe perasaan mengantuk yang gedik tuh boleh dikurangkan dengan menaip something yang agak merepek kat belog ni. Eh wait, Palestine right? So this wont be a merepek one. Please take it seriously folks. This coming Tuesday there will be a grand opening ceremony for Palestine Awareness Campaign. Ok I'm so not going to spoil everything by writing in details about the program. I'll just talk about 'behind the scenes'.  Actually I was incharged to make the preparation for the first week slot of the campaign. And I need to design some sort of informative posters about Palestine. I got very excited when people talk about Palestine before, and 1 of my goals after I graduated as a medical doctor is to fly to Palestine and help my brothers and sisters there,  tapi lain pulak yang jadi minggu ni. Afi rasa sangat tak bersemangat and sangat blur. tak taulah setan ke...

Brings back the old days memories. God I miss my friends so much words cant tell! I wish, I wish, I wish. Oh!

Tergoda?  Yes afi tergoda. Afi tergoda bila tengok orang pakai baju 'cantik' which I dont dare to try, Afi tergoda bila tengok orang makan makanan yang babah cakap tak halal, Afi tergoda bila tengok couple-couple yang bahagia, Afi tergoda bila tengok kawan yang tak payah susa-susah study tapi dah ada duit sendiri, Afi tergoda bila kawan-kawan ajak keluar tengok wayang, Oh ye ye saya mengaku saya tergoda dengan semua itu!! Actually sangat susah nak fahamkan hati and selarikan akal fikiran dengan ilmu yang babah da susah-susah bagi since I was a little kid. well actually babah tak pernah cakap literally, " kakak kena tutup aurat, aurat tuh harta perempuan yang paling berharga" atau "Kakak tak boleh makan makanan tuh, you are what you eat. So if anything you eat is haram than you yourself is haram" atau "Kakak tak boleh couple, babah tak suka" atau "Kakak kena belajar, jadi doktor yang berjaya, baru dapat banyak duit" at...

Lets us merepek repek pasal nerve lesion ye kawan-kawan. saya sangat mengantuk. Harini adalah hari yang paling bahagia cos afi da bejaya siapkan kerja yang dilistkan pada hari isnin. Hari ISNIN. and today is WEDNESDAY.  wow. what a delay! delay yang bersebab ok. (alasan lagi) ye ye saya tau. berbalik pada nerve lesion. uh uh, before that jom kite revise pasal Sacral Plexus ye kawan kawan. What is sacral plexus?? Sila baca ini  untuk maklumat yang lebih lengkap nota kurang cerdik saya: Sacral Plexus lies on the posterior pelvic wall. In front of the piriformis muscle formed by anterior rami of L4,L5,S1,S2,S3,S4 (jangan nak memandai plak p tambah L6. alienlah anda jika wujud benda alah itu) and yeah yeah, L4 and L5 form LUMBRASACRAL TRUNK Branches of the Sacral Plexus, **I like this one** there are 8 branches of sacral plexus that I oh well, WE need to remember. Sciatic nerve Inferior gluteal nerve Superior gluteal nerve Nerve to quadratos femoris...

....and you appear Just like a dream To me .

I miss my mummy and her daughter!! Sila jangan mengerutkan dahi anda. Mummy adalah panggilan ntuk K.pia my beloved sister merangkap mummyku waktu kat TATi, saya memnaggil beliau mummy kerana beliau tersangatla caring, uh uh n beliau punya naluri keibuan yang tinggi juga. she's a good mom oh yes yes she is! Tsk tsk. Oh mummy I wish u were here.. Zulaikha ibu rindu kamu! wuwuwu. baju yang ibu beli tuh still boleh pakai tak? Zulaikha makan banyak banyak ye sayang, kasi cepat besar and tinggi ok, nanti ibu beli baju lagi cuuun dari yang lama. oh, saya mau seorang Zulaikha disini please please get me one.

Dear Hawa, I read ur latest post. I donno what worry u most dear, but please remember Allah will never burden us with something that we cannot bear. He knows best. There must be reasons for what had happened and sooner or later, U'll appreciate the experience and hold on to it till the rest of ur life. Dont be sad dear! I know u'll get through it! Chaiyoookk!! "Anyone can give up, its the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if u fell apart, that's true strength" Smile, afi

In previous post I did mention takde mood pergi Pontian. so here I want to say Pontian is OK. yeay! thanks to my dear friends coz they did lighten my days waktu diriku dalam kesedihan. dear friends, jasamu dikenang! Ok, back to the main topic. kitorang set off dari college at about 6 pm. quite late sebab menunggu participants yang agak lambat atas masalah-masalah tertentu, lepas committees distribute makanan n tentatif program,  kitorang semua naik bas and pontian, here we come! oh well, waktu neh afi rasa damn x selesa sebab x bawak baju. nasib baik afi pakai baju kurung hari tuh. not the jubahs yang biasa dipakai pada hari jumaat. oh saya suka baju kurung! waktu dalam bas,  orang depan bukak cite Adnan Sempit. siyes klaka cerita tuh. deserves a HAHAHA and big laughs from everyone. lol and one of my friends sangat suka Adnan punya quote "Dimana ada kemahuan, disitu ada highway" terharu saya dengan quote beliau.  After like 5 hours duduk dalam bas tengok cite Adn...

Seriously afi sangat takde mood. Takde mood nak exam,  takde mood nak makan, takde mood nak tido, takde mood nak lipat baju  (malas sebenarnya), takde mood nak buat kerja  (lame excuse) and  SANGAT TAKDE MOOD PERGI PONTIAN!!! mood mood, silala bertandang! nenong nenong nenong! tapi tadi atas ke'concern'an seseorang, mood tu macam ada laa sikit sikit. gedik betul la mood tuh, bila ada orang tanya mana dia hilang, tersorong-sorong pulak kan menonjolkan diri. hush. GEDIK. eh eh mood je yang gedik okey, tuan dia tak. sila bersangka baik. nota tangan kiri: saya harap awak selamat. tolongla bangun. saya tak sanggup hilang awak. awak, sila kuat ye? saya tunggu awak kat Malaysia. (okay yang neh diakui ade aura gedik)

hari neh banyak scenes yang memalukan berjaya dicreate oleh saya. (baca dengan nada bangga) oh, sebelum saya start merepek, allow me to me explain the meaning of pudendal. pudendal bermaksud, MALU. contoh ayat 1: saya sangat pe'pudendal' maksud ayat 1: saya sangat pemalu contoh ayat 2: pudendal pudendal kucing maksud ayat 2: malu-malu kucing. yay! Kamu sangat pandai. sila berlatih ye kawan-kawan! ok here comes the worse part. ....................................... .................. ........ saya tak akan sesekali menulis tentang kejadian memalukan itu. kerana jika saya melakukan yang sedemikian ibarat saya memalukan diri sendiri sekali lagi oleh itu, ini pesanan saya kawan2. SILA JANGAN KOMEN APA-APA PADA POST INI walaupun pada hakikatnya saya tak pernah approve komen-komen anda, hehehe, (atas sebab sebab tertentu) tapi tolong jangan huraikan lagi cerita dan seterusnya membangkit kembali rasa malu itu.