Past Tense

Before babah hantar saya balik cyber, kitorang singgah kat Strawberry Farm jap. Yang bestnya pasal tempat ni, its a self pick farm. Agak hebatlah kan dapat gunting gunting tangkai strawberry tersebut. Weehu.  ni yang syafiqah kutip mama yang bersemangat yummehh err. strawberry ni agak cacat sila cuba sedaya upaya wahai bangcik sedap ^^ oklah. dah malas. assalamualaikum

45 days more to pro exam 1. I'm so nervous. Haven't start studying as yet. Ape nak jadi ni afi??? Sobs. Hypothalamus, please please please, restore to your normal state. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Uh ha. What's wrong with you hypothalamus? Haishh. When are you going to start studying afi? Haish. When will you start dieting fatin? Haish. p/s: eh tak retilah nak pujuk orang majuk. There are actually quite a number of people around me yang suka dipujuk bila merajuk but I'm not born with that skill. Can anyone puh-lease give me FREE tutors on that? Thanks. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

The first thing I did when I got home was looking for Oman. Haha. I know it sounds quite ridiculous cos we reached home nearly midnight so Oman was surely not at our place. He must had been sleeping soundly at his home. I miss him so much, on that time. Lagi lagi bila masuk bilik and nampak baju ngan pampers beliau. Lagi la meroyan kak phantin ni. Hoho. Second day at home, I was quite sad cos babah was on call so he had been called to the office. I spent my saturday morning cleaning the cars and helped my mom to trim her bonsai. Now when I look at it, I think the old bonsai looks better than the current bonsai. Ampun mama. Huu. Petangnya kitorang keluar jalan jalan cari makan. Kedai yang mama suka adalah tutup so terpaksalah pilih second choice punya panel. Kerang bakar kedai itu sangatlah tak sedap nasib baik tak dapat food poisoning. But overall makanan kat situ takdelah tak sedap sangat except for that kerang bakar. Yang tu memang sangat tak boleh terima tahap ketidaksedapannya. I...

yeah sometimes navigator and so called navigator can be sooo *beep* annoying.  I hate it when people keep on instructing me when I already know the route.  It is somehow confusing.  So better shut *beep* up. Upss. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Last wednesday all of second year MBBS students were exposed on ways to do venepuncture. Sebelum pegi kelas saya dah agak agak seriau bila fikir diri dicucuk dan diri mencucuk. Otak asik fikir benda bukan bukan. Macam mana kalau saya cucuk orang and tetibe beliau bleed dengan sangat banyak? Macam mana kalau jarum patah?? Macam mana itu dan macam mana ini. Saya jadi stress. so this is how it looks like. During the lab session, we were so into collecting the blood from a rubber dummy hand. Cucuk sini cucuk sana sampai darah palsu terpancut sana sini. Busuk euww. Saya fikir itu adalah sirap tapi rupanya saya silap. Itu adalah sama sekali bukan sirap. Bau sangat tak sedap, euw. Kisah romantik venepuncture Jangan fikir venepuncture adalah scary semata mata. Boleh jadi romantik I cakap U. Kawankawan saya yang bakal berkahwin this 1st May sangatlah comel waktu itu. Si lelaki rela dirinya dicucuk cucuk bakal pengantin perempuan while the bride to be nampak sangatlah tak sampai hati n...

Goodbye my almost lover, Goodbye my hopeless dream , I'm trying not to think about you, Can't you just let me be, So long my luckless romance, My back is turned on you, Should known you'll bring me heartache, Almost lover always do. Tell me why you so hard to forget, Don't remind me, I'm not over it, Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth, I'm just a little too not over you. These songs bring back butterflies in my tummy. Just like the first time I noticed our pics in babah's handphone. Haha. SILLY. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

1. Please abg Nizam please please please reply my email or else saya takkan dapat jawab exam DRM dengan tenang cos banyak kerja tertangguh just because I am confused with all the downloading thingy to develop a website.  2. Please puan Sri please please please pick up my calls cos I really need to talk to you regarding PH.  3. Please please please please mama babah allow me to drive HOME. Banyak sesangat barang yang nak diangkut balik I don't want to drag all the luggages masuk cargo MAS. Pleasssssseeeeeeee. 4. Please please pleaseeee jiiirann atas berhenti memekak saya nak tidur. =.='' p/s: anyone knows how to develop a website using joomla? I cannot find appropriate tutorials about it because of time constrain and internet yang sangat lah 'laju'. Any of the bloggers who come across this entry and know something about joomla pleaseeeee share your precious knowledge with me. *puppy eyes* Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Semalam dah lepas satu exam. Phew. Today I'm going to bring you down. Yeah, Clinical Correlation, wait for my NUCLEAR weapon. ^^ I am being serious when I say, NUCLEAR weapon. Ngiahaha. Nasib baik soalan MCQ kalau SAQ tak tau lah bahasa alien apa yang keluar waktu tulis jawapan tu nanti. So peeps, please pray for me and also pray for Hamzi and all second year dentistry students from USIM. They are having their pro exam now so I guess I need to prepare myself also. Seeing (literally) Hamzi being so busy studying makes me nervouss. OMJaayyy. Ok enuff. Its 1.25 am and I need to finish revising. Assalamualaikum

kan best kalau perasaan ni boleh di on off kan macam suis. Bila marah ter on, offkan dengan kadar segera. Bila sedih ter on, offkan cepat cepat. Bila happy ter off, on kan bila perlu. Bila lapar ter on, off kan bila malas nak keluar. Bila rindu ter on, off kan bila dah agak agak kronik. But life is not that easy.  And it wont be called life if it is easy.  ^^ Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Before this week ends, I would like to write something about DRM camping. Well I must say, DRM camp was much much MUCH fun compared to PPD camp. Walaupun kaki agak sakit and asik cramp pagi pagi after buat zapin ayam ajaran Pak Leh, I still like this camp more than PPD camp. Ngeh ngeh ngeh. No jungle trekking, no tak-mandi-berhari-hari and most importantly, no strenuous activity yang boleh buat saya pancit berhari hari. Throughout this camp, I learnt on how to cope with disaster. What to do and actions that need to be taken if I were one of the local residents, one of the victims, one of the victim's family, one of the polices, one of the paramedics and most importantly one of the medical officers. Mock disaster sangatlah best and I think people would kill to get the knowledge and experiences about it. Camp DRM ni diadakan kat Lambaian Danau. Kat sana takde hutan, and most importantly takde PACAT. So dengan selambanya boleh berlari larian berjalan jalanan ngan selipar tak ya...

Oh baru saya perasan header blog saya sangat childish. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

I'd been in that game. I lost. Take me quite a while to accept the fact that I'm not winning. And now, it seems like the contestant is inviting me to play again. Sorry..I'm done.  I won't take part anymore. Its not because I'm afraid of losing, its just that   I don't have any nuclear weapon to bring you down. Game over.

dia A: tau tak makan itu best? dia B: tau dia A: tau tak tidur itu best? dia B: tau dia A: tau tak drive itu penat? di:a B tau dia A: tau tak driver perempuan membahayakan keselamatan orang lain dia B: tauu dia A: tau tak saya suka cokelat? dia B: tau dia A: tau tak nama penuh saya? dia B: tau dia A: tau tak saya sayang awak? dia B: tau. ..... eh? ape? dia A: tau tak saya tak suka ulang apa yang saya cakap? dia B: em tak dia A: tau tak hati organ paling besar dalam badan kita? dia B: tak dia A: tau tak hati saya brape pound? dia B: tak dia A: boleh tak awak hidup tanpa saya? dia B: tak. eh....ape? dia A: nak makan aiskrim? dia B: nak dia A: nak picnic kat tasik? dia B: nak dia A: nak jadi suri hidup saya? dia B: nak .... eh APE? dia B: ok. saya pon nak jadi suami terbaik untuk awak juge. hadoii. takleh sweet lagi ke? dush. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

I'd done something wrong. Something really really wrong. Dah mintak maaf kat mamababah, kat sesape yang sepatutnya but I still feel guilty. Sobs. Arghh. I shouldn't do that in the first place! Need to be extra careful next time. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

I feel USELESS when I heard my mom crying but all I can do is NOTHING. NOTHING. I would definitely slap you on the face if I were there I SWEAR. And good for you I wasn't there. Dear Allah, I have faith on you. Please grant my parents the strength that they need. Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

"It takes me years to fall in love, but it only take me weeks to forget" WOW. I'm amazed.

She's a housemate, A groupmate, A group discussion mate, A pillow talk friend, A good listener, A good companion ever, Without her, quarter of my happiness would definitely disappear. Laporan Kejadian. Saya adalah mangsa kepada si penculik kejam. Muahahaha. Our group leader berlakon kononnya kitorang ada pro exam discussion semalam. And our Miss Mastermind memulakan rancangan dengan membawa si Birthday Girl ke kolej. As they reached there, a signal was sent to Miss Co-Mastermind and a call was made to inform Birthday Girl about the Missing Person.  Mastermind drove all over from Cyberjaya to Alamanda just because the Birthday Girl was so worried and concerned about the Missing Person. Sumpah terharu, awwww.^^ Sampai je kat Alamanda, lakonan bermula. Miss Co-Mastermind and Director berlakon dengan begitu mantap sekali. Siap menangis nangis bagai dan air mata itulah berjaya membuatkan si Birthday Girl makin cuak dan cuak dan cuak.  Then both Mastermind and Co-Mastermind en...

I'm not alone. I don't have any TV at home. I don't drink wine. I'm not drunk. I don't have any pictures on the wall. I'm not hiding. I don't have anyone to get over with and no one is walking away. I'm not turning sad songs on. I'm not hit and no one is gone. I don't have any old yellow love letters to be unfold. It does not hurt. It is not better. But I am a kind who never let my feelings show. I do thought that being strong mean never losing myself control. I want to let go of the pain. Hell with this pride, let it fall like rain from the eyes. I just.. wanna cry.

Today is HER birthday. I pray that SHE will be successful in whatever she is doing and whatever she is about to be in the future, I pray that SHE will always be a good daughter to her parents, a good grand daughter to her grand parents and most of all, a good servant to Allah, I pray that HER days will be filled with love and prosperity, I pray that SHE will shed no tears and live happily, I always pray that HER future will be bright and shiny And I also pray that she will make good money. I pray that HER future husband will always be a good man to HER, I pray that this best man will take care of HER and protect HER, I pray that he will forever be with HER no matter what happened in the future, I pray that they will lead happy life together, And not to forget, I pray that SHE will have beautiful babies and be a good mother. ..and for now, I hope that SHE's able to hear me whispering HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR. credit to eyla's friend for the pic. Love it! huhi~

Dear feeyah, I miss you so very much today. I miss you so much that I kept thinking about you. I miss you soo much that I cried while reciting Yaasin for you. I miss you so much that I dream about you. Oh feeyah dear, there are too many things that I want to tell you. Too many things that I want to share with you. I wanna hear your voice badly sayang, I wanna hear you talk to me. I wanna hear you say "jom baca quran sama sama" I wanna hear you say ''whatever you do remember Allah and your parents" I wanna hear you say "be strong fatin afifah, this is nothing compared to what Allah had given you since you were born" I wanna hear you say "I love you because you are fatin afifah and I will always love you for who you are" and I really miss you saying this "Don't worry you have me at your back. I'm your backbone" Feeyah, How I wish I have more friends like you. How I wish I know lots of people who resemble you. ...

Belog ni cakap dia dah gemuk. Dia cakap lagi, "cik afi, berhentilah feed saya harihari". Thats why kekadang saya give up nak bagi makan kat belog ni. Biar dia lapar. Biar dia kurus. Sangat tension harini. Penat PPD belum hilang. Ye ye, saya tau saya lembik. So? Takyah cakap pon dah tau dah. Lalalalala. Gatal. Haah. Saya gatal. Makin lama makin gatal. Dah sapu ubat pon gatal manjang. Malas pegi klinik. Next monday jumpa abuya jelah. Dokter G***** tak best. Takde communication skill. Wekekeke. Ohye. Sayang saya dah balik. Jantung hati pengarang jiwa dah balik. Selamat pulang. Weehu. Jom dating lelame ek?? Tak sabar nyeeeeeeeee. Souvenir jangan lupa tau dear! BR ek? Haagen dazs pon jalan. Sedappnyee. Tasik menunggu kita! Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

What would you do if you want something precious so badly but that thing is not yours. Bendalah tu hanya ada 1 dalam dunia but sadly, someone already bought it earlier.  But the thing is, you need that thing so much, you want it so bad sampaikan hari hari asik duk fikir kan bendalah yang bukan kepunyaan itu. What would you do? Strive for it, try to buy it from the owner walaupun dah beberapa kali owner tu menrejek proposal kamu or just STEAL it walaupun kamu tau perbuatan mencuri itu adalah salah dan menyalahi prinsip hidup kamu?  WHAT WOULD YOU DO?