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ALLAH. Please. Sobs. You know what is inside my heart. You know what is inside my soul. You know what is the best for me. Help me out please. P/s: If you miss someone whom you know is the best to be kept to yourself, the best thing to do is to pray so that he is blessed with health and wealth. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Its been quite some time since I last posted a video here so yeah. I kinda like this song. I like how he appreciates her. Not like some other guys who have no idea what 'appreciation' means. Yikes. Enjoy! Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Bangun pepagi rasa cam nak terbang balik rumah. Rasa cam tak nak fikir apa apa dah aku nak balik rumah. Tak kisahlah kena ponteng kelas setahun ke dua tahun ke I don't care I just wanna be home. Sobs. Masalah jiwa sungguh. Bunyi angin pantai kat sini sumpah best. Tapi tak sebest rumah. I miss home. Sobs. Pukul 9 pagi mata terkelip kelip tenung siling. Oh baru aku perasan siling bilik aku berbunga bunga. Siling depan toilet ada lubang besar yang ditutup dengan lapisan siling yang lain. Kat celah celah siling tu aku nampak cahaya matahari. Cantik. Aku selak langsir, nampak family yang datang bercuti duk seronok mandi kat pool sambil si ayah mengajar anak anak berenang. Pemandangan yang lagi membuatkan aku nak balik rumah. Sobs. Pukul 12 tengahari aku duk berkira kira nak keluar. Henfon yang aku silentkan dari semalam aku cari. Entah kat ceruk bilik mana tah aku letak henfon tu. Wah. Berbelas miskol, berpuluh message, berbelas notifications. Off phone. Aku kan sedang bercuti ...

Kalau kita sukakan seseorang, jangan berita...hu si dia. Nanti Allah kurangkan rasa cinta padanya Tapi luahkan pada Allah, beritahulah Allah. Allah Maha mengetahui siapa jodoh kita .. Cintai Dia Dalam Diam, Dari Kejauhan Dengan Kesederhanaan & Keikhlasan Jika benar cinta itu kerana ALLAH maka biarkanlah ia mengalir mengikut aliran ALLAH kerana hakikatnya ia berhulu dari ALLAH maka ia pun berhilir hanya kepada ALLAH "Dan segala sesuatu Kami ciptakan berpasang-pasangan supaya kamu mengingat kebesaran ALLAH." (Adz Dzariyat : 49) Tetapi jika kelemahan masih nyata dipelupuk mata maka bersabarlah, berdoalah & berpuasalah "Dan janganlah kamu mendekati zina; sesungguhnya zina itu adalah satu perbuatan yang keji. Dan suatu jalan yang buruk." (Al Israa' : 32 ) Ketika kau mendambakan sebuah cinta sejati yang tak kunjung datang, Allah SWT mempunyai Cinta dan Kasih yang lebih besar dari segalanya & Dia telah menciptakan s...

So I would just say I'm having holiday or vacation on my own. My roommate has not yet return to melaka so I have 3 days to be all alone, doing watever I pleased in the room. Plus the super awesome internet connection on weekend, what more do I need right? Its so nice yes it is. Except for I'm hearing things that I am not supposed to think I did hear it. err. I am so used to be alone that I don't know what to do and how to react and what topic should I talk about to make it less uncomfortable when I am with someone I am not close to. Mama said I have to make a change. I can't be alone for the rest of my life. I need to open up. I need to be less rigid. I need to be less cold. I think I can change, but I do need time. But seriously am I rigid? Am I cold? If you think I'm not that means I consider you someone close. Since I am getting older day by day, mama reminds me to start to think of myself in the future. From what I understand she sorta remind me to star...

sunset at Pengkalan Balak another sunset picture cendol RM1.50 vs sunset cendol vs catwalking.  Tengah tengah duk iron baju tetiba dapat message  "saw ur writings in my notebook while we were at Melaka. Miss u" Its nice to know that someone actually REMEMBER you. Hehe Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Mungkin tajuk macam hentah hape hape. Tapi motifnye cuma satu, nak bagitau malam ni aku ngan farah pegi oncall. Banyak benda menarik yang kitorang discover harini. Chicken chop. Menarik kan presentation bendalah kat atas ni? Cuba teka brape harga chicken chop tu? RM5 saje, yee susah nak percaya tapi percayalah! Muraah amatt tapi rasa dia macam chicken chop harga RM10. Betul tak tipuuu. Berbaloi baloi. Gemuk lah aku duk lama lama kat terendak ni. Asik makan makan makan makan je. Posisi parking yang memberangsangkan. Inilah salah satu sebab kenapa aku stress duk hospital ni. Heheheh. Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Ini bulgogi apetah. Lupa dah Ini dobukki the full set I want them. I want those food. Ni adalah hasil aku ngan saleha pegi jalan jalan cari makan kat Mid. Kitorang jumpa satu kedai Korean yang halal so ape lagi, masuklah kedalam sana. Kat sini takde ke kedai makanan korea eh? Ok tu je, assalamualaikum

Baru habis dinner ngan megi adabi plus teh susu. Teh susu means hyper. So hyper lah aku malam ni. Idea mencurah curah nak tulis kat belog tapi tak tau nak tulis mana satu. Dulu waktu pro-exam discussion, kawan kawan selalu dapat agak symptoms hyper aku pastu dorang soal soalan ni "fatin ko minum teh ke?" Oh sumpah rindu group pro-exam and time spent with them. Though we have to revise the 2 years of things learnt tapi tak kesah cos semua tu aku wat dengan orang orang yang aku boleh bergelak ketawa sambil berusaha jadi serius. So y..e..a..h. Hari khamis drive from Manjung to Cyber. Jumaat ada mid posting exam which I failed badly haha. *gelak kat diri sendiri* Then kononnya nak bertolak pegi Terendak hari Sabtu cos plan nak tidur 12 jam hari Ahad but then, akak tu cakap kunci kena amek hari Ahad jugak. Haishhh. Merana. So off we go to Terendak on Sunday which is today. Kali ni aku tak bosan duk dalam kereta. Kalau from Manjung haritu bosan amaaaattt. Lama kot dari Manjung...

I'm amazed of how immature you are. That's just ... Unacceptable for a person ur age to do something I consider as STUPID as that. Hurr. Just came back from manjung. They said I look tanner now. I should have brought along a sunblock but yeah... She's afi.. She never owns a sunblock. And oh, she never put on those scary-like-hell facial masks pon. Orang kata kulit muka kena jaga waktu muda cos of the collagen bla..bla..bla.. But y..e..a..h. She's afi. She never cares. Hurr. Whats wrong with this afi actually? They say I look fat and seems like the cholesterol is building up in my body and I need to do more exercise but y..e..a..h she's afi. She is not really into exercising. Hurr. What's wrong with her wey? And what I hate most is, they ask me why do I have a ring on my finger when I don't even have a man I'm attached with? What exactly wrong with this woman? Here let me tell you what is really wrong with afi. I don't care if I am tanner co...

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Afi sila jangan mengeluhh..hurr. I just had that moment. That moment where I feel so stupid, that moment where my brain seems like its not functioning at all, that moment where I feel like I know nothing about medicine, that moment where I am thinking about quiting and that moment where I feel like I want to be in other planet. Why do such moment exists???!!   - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Jalan Iskandar Shah,Sitiawan,Malaysia

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"Orang yang paling bijak ialah orang yang selalu meningati mati. Tapi *yeah there's always this TAPI* ingat mati tanpa melakukan apa apa untuk menghadapi mati ialah sia sia"   - Posted using BlogPress from my iPad Location: Jalan Iskandar Shah,Sitiawan,Malaysia

Yeah it’s new year and I am not so proud to admit that I’m going to be 22 this year. Y..ee…aa..yy! *Smirking*. Well I spent most of my 1.1.2012 in my room watching great movies and doing some sort of thinking of new strategies to enhance my grade. At least for this semester. Hmm. Why am I not so excited about new year? Well I guess it’s because I feel OLD and yeah … OLD. New year means makin dekat dengan mati, makin banyak tanggungjawab and most of all, makin dekat dengan graduation day which means, makin bertambah tambah tambah tanggungjawab. Oh life is full of responsibilities. That’s what I don’t really feel like celebrating new year. My brain won’t stop thinking of things I feel like my skull is cracking and the neurons are bursting. Hyperbola much? That’s me. Of all the things that I don’t like about new year, there’s one thing I fear most. Oh Allah, I know I sound really selfish but please, let me die before my parents do. Seriously. They are great people, You...

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